This is pieces from my extremely overactive imagination, some of it are thoughts/wants that I had when I was in high school. My English teacher was Fucking hot. I mean like she was gorgeous and so sweet. Nothing about this story is true events other than the tutoring my teacher did give me a little extra help. And the time frame the who 5 years thing cause that's how long ago I saw her until last week. And just for the record still hot!

I don't own any of the characters

"Hey Frost, what's up?"

"Hey Jane, finally you're here, how have ya been it seems like it's been a long time since we've gotten to have a beer after work."

"I know, sorry I'm late I just thought I saw someone I used to know."

"Really where?"

"Back at the precinct."

"Oh?"

"Yeah let me ask ya something? Have ya ever done something knowing full well that it was not allowed and could end up hurting someone in the end, but did it anyways?"

"Well yeah, but nothing that would cause me to have that look on my face what's going on?"

"Okay well you can't tell anyone like ANYONE! Got it?

"You know I won't"

"Ok well when I was in high school I had this huge crush on my biology teacher."

"You hooked up with a teacher?"

"Shut up it wasn't like that. She was the youngest teacher at our school; she was barely 20 and already working on her masters."

"Oh wait, I think I remember telling me about her."

"Oh yeah I forgot your brother was in my class. Well anyways on the first day of the second semester of my senior year she was my teacher and I had never really done well in biology and to stay on the sports teams I had to ask her for extra time and tutoring and she did."

"Oh yeah biology, extra time tutoring you I'm sure you got a lot of hands on help."

"If you're going to be an ass then I won't tell you."

"Okay sorry I'll be quiet."

"ok well anyways I spent the first half of the semester trying to not stare at her tried to ignore the feelings I had for her, none of the other teachers were really that nice to her because they saw her more as one of the students even though she was way smarter than all of them, but they treated her like they did us because she was so young. She often ate lunch alone so that's when I asked if she could help me."

"Okay so you felt sorry for her?"

"I guess, but you know what I was like in high school, I was one of the guys I had no female friends. So after half of the semester was done and with all the extra help she was giving me, we had kind of become friends. But I had it for her and bad and I felt like she did too but we didn't do anything."

"Okay I don't see how anyone could get hurt or in trouble from that."

"Well that's not where the problem was. I was doing some fundraising for the baseball team so that we could go away to the playoffs, and I was going door to door in some of the nicer neighborhoods selling some crap and then I came to this house and I knocked and who should answer but my teacher, and she looked hot! I had no idea that it was her house when I knocked but when she answered the door she was wearing short cut-off jeans and a bathing suit top, nothing else her hair was back and I couldn't help myself."

FLASHBACK

Knock knock knock

"Hello? Oh hi Jane what are you doing at my house?" Maura asked shyly

"Oh um, hi Maura, I didn't know that this was your house. I was umm just umm fundraising for the softball team." Jane said trying to keep her eyes on her teachers and not have them roaming over her very exposed body.

"Oh, what are you selling? I would love to help you guys out." Maura said with a smile turning to grab her wallet not realising how little she had on till she turned back to Jane to see her freely looking over body. "Come in? I'll just go put on a shirt...I wasn't expecting company, I was just about to go for a swim in my pool." She said as she ran back to her living room and threw on the t-shirt she had been wearing earlier.

"Umm I'm selling a couple things, I have magazine and chocolate order forms, and umm that's all I have left your neighbors are really nice. But you don't have to, I should go umm yeah thanks though see you at school?" Jane mumbled.

Maura reached out grab Jane's hand "Jane wait, my money and support is just as good as my nice neighbors are, isn't it? Please just come in and have a seat for a second, its hot out there and you are starting to look a little thirsty."

Jane stared down at her hand that was still in Maura's, she could feel tears forming in her eyes "umm I guess for a second it wouldn't hurt to sit" she said as more a question than a statement.

"Good come on, the kitchen this way, what can I get you to drink? Water tea coffee juice milk?" she said pulling Jane towards her kitchen.

"Umm water would be nice thank you Maura." She said her voice a little shaky.

"Here sit" Maura pointed to a chair and went over to grab a couple bottles of water and handed one to Jane "Sweetie what's wrong your facial muscles are telling me that something is bothering you."

"Oh umm I'm fine Maura thank you umm so here are all the magazines that this company can order for you, umm but no pressure or anything Miss Isles."

"Jane, what's going on, you only call me that in class and even then rarely are you sure everything's alright?"

"Maura I can't do this I should go." She said as she stood trying to avoid Maura's confused face it made her sad to see Maura without a smile.

Maura walked over and put one hand on each of Jane's shoulders effectively stopping her from leaving "Jane honestly now, you can't tell me that there is nothing bothering you clearly there is" she said as she moved one hand to lift Jane's chin to look into her eyes. "I'm not just your teacher, I thought we were friends you can tell me what's bothering you."

"You" Jane whispered as she felt the tears that were building fall.

"Me?" Maura said taking a step back "what have I done that's causing such problems" she said sadly and a little offended.

"It's just that I'm sorry Maura I can't help it my ma told me this would happen one day and that it would make me feel so out of control, and..." she trailed off almost sobbing and starting to shake

"What's making you feel so out of control sweetie?" she said taking a step closer to hug the shaking girl.

"I just I don't know what to say or how to deal with this." She said tears beginning to stop and her body becoming still again.

Maura reached up to her face to wipe away the tears and after they rested on her cheeks for a moment and Jane grabbed them in her hands holding them between their chests "Jane I can't help you if I don't know what's going on"

Jane didn't know what to say she just acted, it was rather impulsive too, she released Maura's hands then grabbed her neck and pulled her into a kiss, at first it was one sided as she was sure she had shocked her teacher, but after a second Maura was caught up to speed on what was happening and returned the kiss, Jane swiped her tongue on Maura's bottom lip for access which was granted as Maura's one hand made its way to Jane's waist pulling her closer and the other found its way to the long dark hair. Jane was the first to pull away air but rested her forehead on Maura's not wanting to open her eyes because she knew once she did she would be forced to deal with the implications of that kiss.

Their breathing returned to a normal rate but their bodies stayed the same still holding each other close. Maura was the first to break the silence. "Jane, that was... I've wanted that for a long time...I know I shouldn't...its wrong because...but it felt so good...so right...no other kiss I've ever had has ever felt that right." She stumbled out "umm I think I need to down for a second." She said separating their bodies but interlacing her fingers with Jane's to stop her from leaving, but also to pull her over to the couch to sit.

"Maura I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that, you could get in a lot of trouble, oh my god if anyone finds out this could ruin your life, no I can't do that to you oh god oh shit fuck fuck fuck." Jane started to get up to run away but fingers were still laced with Maura's.

"Jane watch your language please, sit down, no one saw no one has to know, you won't ruin my life, we just need to sit for a second and think about this logically.

"Maura I can't I'm not 100% sure but I am really sure that I love you, and I can't you get hurt because I'm an idiot. I want you but me, us; this could ruin your life if anyone found out."

"Jane is this something that you want?"

"More than anything"

"Okay so we just need to come up with some ground rules. I mean the only thing about this that is "wrong" is that I'm your teacher, people date outside of their age all the time I know others my age with people older than them but some are also with people a few years younger too."

"Maura what if we get caught? You can't lie they'll know if you do you told me before that you will faint"

"Well if we come up with and stick to some rules we should be okay I mean there's only another 2 months left of this school year."

"Maura do you want this? I mean you're the one who would be facing the consequences of this are you sure?"

"Jane I thought that I had been in love before but I know now that I wasn't what I feel when I'm with you that's love." She said as pulled Jane closer for a less intense kiss.

"What kind of rules?"

"Well no acts of intimacy at school, there it is strictly professional teacher student relationship okay?"

"Ok that makes sense what else?"

"Well because it would be wrong to go out with each other in public because someone may see us any and all dates would have to be either here at my house because I happen to know that none of the students or teachers lives around here, or somewhere equally as private. As harsh as this sounds there can be not written forms of communication about dates, our affection for each other, etc as that could be seen by others and used as evidence."

"Okay I think I can deal with that anything else?"

"One last thing, this part might be a little hard though, I can tell that by the look in your eyes,"

"What is babe?"

"Ok correction two more things, no pet names outside of this house, and there will be no engagement of sexual intercourse until you graduate." She said as she placed a kiss on Jane's cheek.

"are you serious?" she said now realising how tough this was going to be she was already aroused just be seeing Maura, but knowing that she wouldn't get that release that she wanted for another 2 months was going to kill her.

"Yes very, you can think of it as a umm well a graduation present I suppose." Maura said with a wink, got up and walked over to the counter where she had left the magazine order form and the list of magazines they offered, going through it picking out more than most of her neighbors, or anybody else for that matter.

Jane got up and looked at Maura who seemed to be going on as if nothing had happened in the last few minutes. She walked over to where Maura was now filling out the form request with almost 2 dozen different titles. This woman could just not stop surprising Jane. "Whoa Maura that's a lot there you really don't need to order that many."

"No its fine I needed to renew some of these subscriptions and there are also a few more that I wouldn't mind having as well. Ok so if you'll just check the math I'll write you a cheque." She said then placed a kiss to the brunette's cheek.

After their "business" was dealt with and Jane decided that because of Maura's huge order she could take the rest of the day off from going door to door they settled in the backyard as Maura again removed the t-shirt that she had covered herself with and continued sun bathing as she had been earlier that day. Jane went inside to grab her phone knowing that her ma would probably call soon checking on her. When she came back out she couldn't help but stare at Maura for a minute eyes closed the sun kissing her creamy skin making her glow, and again Jane's eyes found themselves staring at the blondes breasts, bigger than her own but not so big as to look fake which it was clear they were not. But instead of sitting on the lounge chair beside her she opted to stand right in the way of the sun. The blonde opened her eyes grabbed Jane's shirt and pulled her on top of herself and kissed her.

Jane let it happen it was hot she had only dreamed that her teacher would return the feelings but this was reality it was going to be hard but she was totally going to be worth it. She pulled away from the kiss and looked into the hazel eyes beneath her "can I text you at least? If I promise to delete them after? Or put you in under a different name or something?"

"I don't see why not but you have to make sure that you do delete them or use a pseudonym and no texting in class."

"okay good, are you still going to tutor me in biology though because I think I spend more time staring at you than I do listening to what you say in class." She said with a smirk and kissed the blonde again

"Jane you really need to pay attention in class, I've noticed that your test scores have improved since the start of the semester, but your assignments have in fact done the opposite."

"Can not talking about my school work outside of school be a rule too?"

"no it can't because I think for the last two chapters those tutoring sessions will have to be done here, I think they would be highly inappropriate to do at school." She said with a wink "but seriously though Jane you need to improve your assignment mark and you will pass my class with at the very least a high B. Are you still having troubles in math too?"

"Math's fine and I guess I can stop purposely slacking on my assignments"

"Jane why would you do a thing like that?"

"Well I thought that if my test scores and my assignments showed that I didn't need your help anymore than you would stop helping me."

"Jane that's silly I wouldn't have stopped helping you unless you told me that you didn't need the help."

"ok good to know, but please can we not talk about biology, my grades, and the fact that you're my teacher, as hot as it is it's still a little weird." She said and kissed the blonde again, in general or in past relationships she hadn't been so affectionate but it was something that Maura brought out in her.

BACK TO THE BAR WITH FROST

"So what happened with you and the teacher?"

"Well I kissed her and then we made rules and we stuck to them really well. The whole no sex till graduation was hard though."

"Did you guys get caught?"

"Yeah I was at home about a month and a half after we had made the arrangement and ma asked if she could borrow my phone and I thought nothing of it until she got back home."

"What happened?"

"Well ma comes busting through the door yelling, "Janie who's this person? Why are they calling you sweetie? Are you seeing someone? Why wouldn't you tell your ma? And why does she know how you did on your biology test that you took today?" I was prepared for the first few questions but the last one through me. It was a Friday and ma knew I had biology that afternoon. I panicked and I didn't know what to do, ma already knew I liked girls so that wasn't the issue but I didn't know how to explain to her that I was dating my teacher I knew she'd flip, but I was soooooooo happy with her that I didn't want to tell ma. I immediately lost it and started crying like a baby I was happy it was just ma and I home then. She immediately dropped her interrogation and mad act that I'd withheld something from her and hugged me until I stopped crying then she didn't ask me about it again. When I was done I borrowed the car and went straight to my teacher's house and I told her what happened and we talked it through. She said that I had to tell my mom something but she wasn't going to tell me what to say, she said that if I wanted to I could expose to my mother that I was dating my teacher and she apologized for texting me and whatever."

"So what did you tell your ma?"

"When I went home I went to my room too tired to deal with it that night and I asked ma if her and I could go to breakfast in the morning to talk."

FLASHBACK

"Okay Janie we're here what's on your mind?" Angela asked after their waiter left with their orders

"Well ma it's about the text I got that you read."

"What about Janie?"

"Well I've been seeing someone for the last month and a half, she makes me really happy and I think that I love her, I've never felt like this with any of the other people I've dated."

"What's she like sweetie, I wanna know about the girl that's made you so happy the last month and a half don't think I haven't noticed."

"well she's smart like not just smart but like really smart I'm pretty sure that she's like Mensa smart ma, she's sweet and kind and elegant I guess is the right word. She was raised in Boston till she was 10 then she went to boarding school in France till she was 16 because that's when she graduated from high school ma. And her parents are extremely wealthy but she doesn't go around thinking she's better than people because of it she's generous, and down to earth, and I think that you'd really like her."

"How old is she Janie? Is she your age? Is she in college?"

"Well she's only like a year and a half two years older than me she's 20. She's already finished university and she's working on her masters, she's going to be doctor."

"Jane that's wonderful she sounds like she really has herself put together. Does she live with her parents?"

"She is she is amazing. Umm no they travel a lot for various things but, she bought a house with her trust fund money, well the house isn't nearly worth that of her trust fund, but like I said she doesn't flaunt her wealth."

"When can I meet her?"

"Umm I don't know maybe after graduation?"

"Why after graduation?"

"Umm because I'm not ready for you to meet her before then I'm sorry ma"

"Okay okay, I'm just glad that you're talking to me about it. Is it cause of the age difference that makes you nervous to introduce us? Cause you know your pop and me are 4 years apart."

"No it's not that ma but thank you for not pushing it."

BACK TO THE BAR WITH FROST

"so I told her that I was dating this amazing smart, well genius, older woman and she took it alright but didn't push it I didn't tell her that I was dating my teacher."

"So what happened then?

"Well the teacher and I went to the Imax because there was a documentary that she wanted to see and we figured that no one we knew would be there during the midnight showing, so I asked ma if I could stay out past curfew to see this thing with her. Ma agreed cause she noticed my grades and attitude had improved since seeing the girl and also my SAT score was awesome because I had help studying which had come in the mail that day so she said I could stay out all night if I wanted to as long as I called her to tell her. It was a week before graduation, and I didn't tell ma where we were going but as we got there we found out seats, and we were making out till it started then we watched it well I fell asleep it was kind of boring, but she woke me up and we were leaving and I had to go to the bathroom so I said that I'd meet her in the lobby and then I'd get the car so she didn't have to go outside where it was kind of cold, I had the keys to her car cause she let me drive it, she had a then brand new BMW. Well when I was coming back from the bathroom I was mortified and I could tell she was despite the polite smile that was on her face."

"What why?"

"Well I saw her talking to ma and pop. Ma must have recognized her from the parent teacher interviews months earlier. Ma when she sees teachers age gender intelligence etc isn't even recognized they just get a nice TEACHER label slapped across them in her mind. They were talking and I could hear some of their conversation as I got a little closer undetected. Ma was all thank you for helping Janie in biology this semester, science has never been her thing. And my teacher was like no thanks needed it's my job, Jane is very bright and a pleasure to have in class. And ma being ma you know how nosey she is she's all are you waiting for someone? A husband maybe? And then she locked her eyes on mine and she looked terrified but said, no I'm not married; yes I am waiting for someone. After she said that I walked up Ma was like Janie look you're here I thought you were out with your girlfriend? Look who pop and I ran into, your biology teacher. I was like hey ma, pop; I'm a little surprised to see you out so late. I'd love to stay and chat but I have to go find my girlfriend told her I'd meet her with the car after I went to the bathroom. Ma, pop, we should go and leave my teacher alone she probably wants to get home its kind of late you know. Ma seemed to buy it but as we were walking away I guess shit just clicked for her. She told my pop to go get the car, then grabbed my arm and walked back over to my teacher with a fucking pissed off look in her eye; she grabbed my teachers arm and pulled both of us to a quiet corner. She looked at my teacher and asked her how old she was and she told ma that she was 20 then ma asked when she graduated from high school and she told ma she was 16 and ma looked at her and was about to yell at her when I shook out of my ma's hold and grabbed her shoulders and looked her in the eyes she pushed me out of the way before I could say anything though and she tore into my teacher how it was inappropriate and all my teacher could do was stand there crying and take it when ma was done I tried to tell her but that it wasn't my teachers fault and but she just kept telling me to shut it. She told us that if this ended right now no one but the three of us had to know but we couldn't see each other talk to each other or anything outside of class, our tutoring sessions were over and she saw her come within arm's reach of me that she was going to the principal. When ma saw my pop pull up she said that my teacher was to bring me home 20 minutes after they got home so as to not tell my father what happened and that we could say goodbye. I gave her her keys back and we drove halfway to my house and then we stopped for a few minutes so as to follow ma's orders explicitly."

FLASHBACK

"Maura I'm sorry I'm so sorry I didn't know they'd be there honestly I didn't, I told ma that she could meet you after graduation honestly up until she found out that you were my teacher she was practically in love with you and what you were doing to me." Jane sobbed staring at Maura whole time they were driving from the IMAX to where they had stopped she watched tears silently roll down Maura's cheeks.

"Jane I know you didn't mean for this to happen we both knew the risks going into this, and tonight was the biggest mistake we've ever made, we should have just stayed at my house and rented a movie or play games or whatever like we always do but no I wanted to see this documentary, this is my fault, this whole thing is my fault I shouldn't have entered into a relationship with you, even though it's been the best almost 2 months of my life." Maura said as she held Jane and pulled her closer for a kiss what was to be one of their last.

"Maur babe this isn't your fault, it's no one's fault we knew that this was a risk and we were both willing to face it but maybe we should have just waited till after graduation, then this would be less of a problem. Maura I don't want to say goodbye to you I love you. My ma can't do this I don't care if I have to run away from home I want to be with you."

"Jane you can't do that honey, that's your family you should be with them, you're probably going to be mad at your mother for a while, but you'll get over it you will move on I know that's hard to believe right now when you feel like this but trust me it will get better. I love you too, more than I've ever loved anyone else. But I think what's best is if do as your mother says. I got a letter in the mail today from a medical program and I can start as early as next week so maybe I'll do that. I don't want to cause anymore problems in your life. It's best if I just leave. I should get you home sweetheart." She kissed Jane and when it ended whispered "I love you."

The couple sat in silence the rest of the way to Jane's house holding hands Jane occasionally would mutter and mumble how unfair she thought this was but Maura stayed quiet and when they pulled up Jane's mother was waiting outside the door looking at her watch to make sure that they arrived on time, they were 3 minutes early, Jane kissed Maura and held her until her ma was opening the passenger door dragging her into the house she called out "I love you too" as the front door shut.

BACK TO THE BAR WITH FROST

"When I went to school on Monday she was gone, when I texted her she didn't reply, when I got to her house after school even though I was grounded I skipped softball that day, she was gone all her stuff was still inside but she was gone."

"Wow, Jane that's rough I'm sorry."

"Thanks"

"So what brought this all up did you see her? Or think you saw her?"

"Yeah, I dunno what I should do I never got over her, I still every now and then drive by her house it looks the same no one's lived there since and the yard is always perfect so I figure that she pays for the upkeep on it still and I keep hoping one day she'll return."

"Is this also why you and your mom have a yelling match every time she tries to set you up with someone?"

"Yeah, no one can replace the feelings I have for her, and to be honest and just between you and me, the girls that I've taken home at the end of the night don't really have what it takes to please me."

"Wait so you haven't gotten off in how long?"

"Well it's that was 5 years ago."

"Yeah but you said she had a no sex until graduation rule?"

"Yeah she's not the only one who has what I assume are magic fingers. And I make that assumption based on when I got hurt during the softball tournament and when I came back she massaged my back and shoulder until all the pain was gone. That alone was almost enough to get me off."

"But we should get going, my girlfriend's getting off from the late shift soon and I'm picking her up. Come on I'll drop you off at home on the way."

"Thanks man" Jane said and they paid their tab and left Frost dropped Jane off at home Jane immediately passed out on her bed once her head hit the pillow. In the morning she woke up and got ready for work, she was still only a beat cop but she was working her way up to detective.

When she got to work detective Korsak asked her to take something down to the evidence lockers and mentioned that they had a new Medical Examiner that was about the same age that didn't know many people in town and she should go say hi. Korsak she trusted him he was always nice to her and was helping her out with making detective.

She took what he gave her down to evidence and then walked up the hallway to the morgue, the chief medical examiner that was there was a nice man he was getting a little bit older and would probably retire in a few years, but Jane liked him none the less.

"Hey doc heard that there's a new ME in town?"

"Yes there is she should be back any moment now, did you need something or were you just coming to meet her?"

"Her? Umm yeah Detective Korsak said that the new ME didn't know many people and was about my age, think the old man doesn't believe me when I tell him that I have friends" she said with a chuckle

"well in that case since you don't need me I am going up to the cafe for some coffee you're more than welcome to stay here and wait for her she really should be back soon."

"Thanks doc" she called as she left. She waited spinning around on one of the stools in the morgue.

"Guess something's don't change do they Jane?" the blonde said leaning against the door frame.

Jane stopped spinning and looked up to see Maura standing there watching her, she was speechless. She stood up and walked over to Maura and grabbed her face with one hand and her waist with the other she pulled her into a deep passionate kiss that Jane had been missing for the past 5 years. Maura returned the kiss with as much passion, pulling Jane closer to her. They broke for air both had at some point during the kiss began releasing silent tears.

Maura spoke first she always spoke first, "God Jane I've missed you, I've thought about every day for the past 5 years." She said and pulled Jane in for another kiss and when it ended Jane pulled away and separated their bodies. "You left. You barely even said good bye. I tried to hate you, and when that didn't work I tried to forget about you, and that still hasn't been working."

"I'm sorry honey; I was just scared having something like dated a student on your file doesn't bode well with anyone. Your mother made it very clear" she was cut off by Jane

"My mother can go fuck herself, you are not leaving me this time, we are both adults now you are not my teacher anymore and I still want you and judging by that kiss you still want me too. I've waited 5 years for you please don't make me wait anymore. I haven't been the same since you left."

"Jane watch your language. Your mother just wants what's best for you. And yes I still want you I still feel the same about you as I did then tonight, after work will you please finally let me take you out on a real date?"

"Damn Jane you work fast, the poor girls hardly been her 2 hours you already got her to ask you out?" Frost said as walked past to the forensics lab to retrieve some reports for the detectives upstairs, and was gone with a wink.

"Shut up frost" Jane said while chucking a pen from Maura's pocket at him.

"So Jane will you? Will you let me take you on a date tonight?" Maura asked trying to get back to their bubble of just the two of them.

"Yes I will let you put only if you promise to not make me wait 2 months for sex and a subsequent 5 years either." Jane said with a wink to the blonde to indicate she was joking

"Well I won't make you wait that long this time"

"Dr. Isles, will you please see me in my office?" asked the current chief medical examiner.

"Yes I'll be there in a second." She said turning her head back to Jane she kissed her on the cheek and said "so date after work I'll make a reservation, you pick me up around 7? You still know where my house is?"

"Yes Doctor Isles that sounds lovely I'll see you later." Jane said kissed her cheek then all but skipped off to the elevator.