This one-shot is set after 'Sonny With A Choice'
Everything's cool yeah
It's all gonna be okay yeah
And I don't k n o w
Maybe I'll even laugh about it someday
But not today no
Cuz I don't feel so g o o d
I'm tangled up inside
My heart is on my sleeve
Tomorrow is a m y s t e r y to me
Sonny's P.O.V
I ran straight into my dressing room and locked it. How could he do this? I thought he was different... I plopped onto Tawni's Tiger-print couch and cried. I should've known Chad wouldn't change. He'll always be a self centered jerk-face who cares about nobody but himself. I can't believe I was so stupid to believing he could change for me when we started dating. It's okay, Sonny. You're gonna be okay. You don't need him.
My tears felt hot and were running fast down my cheeks. I can't believe he thought that getting a recount would make everything better. How am I supposed to be around him tomorrow? What's GOING to happen tomorrow?
And it might be wonderful
It might be magical
It might be everything I've waited for
A m i r a c l e
Oh but even if I fall in love again
With someone new
It could never be
The Way I L o v e d You
For all I know, tomorrow I could meet some new guy and fall in love again. Maybe not. It could be something I've been waiting for. Or not. I don't know if I'll fall in love again. What Chad and I had was special. It was... a miracle. One thing I know is that if I fall in love again with someone else...
It won't be the same...
Letting you go is
Making me feel so cold yeah
And I've been
Trying to make b e i I e v e it
Doesn't hurt
But that makes it worse yeah
See I'm a w r e c k inside
My tongue is tied and my whole
Body feels so weak
The future may be all I really need
Chad's P.O.V
I never thought that this would actually happen. Why couldn't I have just been happy for her? We'd still be together. For the past hour, I've been trying to forget about her, but my mind just keeps coming back to her. Heck, I've even tried to be all like "Psh! This is her loss. I don't even CARE if she dumped me," but I know that's not true. I've never been hurt like this before.
I pulled out my phone and started to look through my pictures. Most of them were of me and Sonny. When we were at the pancake house. That's when we gave each other nicknames. Shortstack and Egg Whites With Tomato On The Side. When we were at the fair and I won her a stuffed unicorn. I'm a wreck without her. I'm not feeling confident like I usually do. I feel weak. At least I have the future to look forward to...maybe...
And it might be wonderful
It might be magical
It might be everything I've waited for
A m i r a c l e
Oh but even if I fall in love again
With someone new
It could never be
The Way I L o v e d You
I don't know if I'll ever get over her. Or if I'll find anyone as good as her. Who knows? Tomorrow I could find a girl even better than her.. but I doubt that. My vision was starting to blur. Oh no seriously? I've never cried for a girl before. But Sonny wasn't just any girl. She's different. A good different... I want her to stay that way. I swear, if I ever fall in love with someone else... it won't be the same like it was with Sonny.
Like a first love
My one and only true love
Wasn't it w r i t t e n all over my face
Yeah I loved you like you loved me
Like something pure and holy
And like something that can
N e v e r be replaced
Sonny's P.O.V
Chad was definitely the first guy I ever really loved. My true love. It was clear to everybody that I loved him. Even my friends learned to accept it. I know that he loved me because he proved it. More than once. The billboard, jumping out of a plane for me, pushing me out of the way from a bomb and offering to take care of my friends while I was sick -cough- relaxing -cough-. Our love can never be replaced by anyone else.
Chad's P.O.V
Sonny was the one for me. I never had the guts to ask her out until she came up to me that day and I thought she was talking about us. Who would've thought that her watching Mackenzie Falls got me to ask her out. But that's over. All said and done. It's hard to accept the truth. I loved her and I know that she loved me. She's proved it to me. When she decided to give me a second chance... (and third...and fourth...fifth...), when she said 'you guys are the most important people in my life'... Sure she was talking about her friends too but I was one of the most important people too...was... Our love can't and won't be replaced.
And it was wonderful
It was magical
It was e v e r y t h i n g I've waited for
A miracle
And if I should ever fall in love again
With someone n e w oh
It could never be the way
No it will never be the way
I L o v e d
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