It's been a long time since I have even attempted the thought of writing a fan fiction. I get major anxiety about it , because I am very afraid of not doing the characters justice. I am going to attempt to write a Doctor Who fiction. I don't expect it to be very long , but I'm going to make an attempt. I'm very nervous , cause I'm afraid this is going to be very ooc. Constructive criticism is welcome, but please be gentle , I've had a very rough week. If there are errors, please forgive me, I don't have anyone to edit this . Also..I'm writing this on my smartphone. It may seem longer to me because of that. Here goes nothing..
Disclaimer : I do not own Doctor who not am I profiting off it
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Deep inside he knew he couldn't forget her. There was a deep betrayal deep in his conscious and he felt it in his hearts. Oh he definitely felt a sense of betrayal bigger than he had ever felt in his lifetimes. He never felt in this current form, this current lifetime he could be sentimental, but he was only partially feeling like himself. He had broken the laws of time itself . He had bended the heavens and the universe itself just to see her again, to rescue her. For her he had done more to save her than any other companion he had knew for many reasons he had no right to feel so utterly betrayed and upset.
Her memory was meant to be erased. Clara. She was supposed to go on and forget he ever even existed, to live the life that was devastatingly cut short . She had turned the tables so completely on him. It was a move so worthy of his own race. He almost couldn't blame her. To know she couldn't bear the thought of forgetting him. It was supposed to be better for her. She would have been so much safer that way. Clara , someone who came off as impossibly strong , independent and every bit the worthy partner, was so vulnerable in ways she couldn't began to understand. He shook his head. It didn't really matter now. The memories, they came back piece by piece. The girl in the Diner, so understanding , listening to him go on. It'd been who he had been looking for that whole time. The hole in his memories and just made a bigger hole in the pieces of his broken hearts.
A sudden lurch from his lovely Tardis brought him back to reality. She was scared , he could tell. He got up from the ground and raced to the controls. She was completely out of control and for the first time in a long time, he didn't even know where to begin in helping. He ran a hand through his gray and white hair and placed it back on the panel as she shuddered once more. She was flying and shaking so fast. He knew It'd happen at any moment now. They were going to crash, that much was inevitable , but when in time and space and where would they end up?
The Tardis shook and screeched faster than ever as she finally screeched to the ground , skidding for what seemed forever before everything finally stopped. The Doctor had flew across the room and hit his head. He placed a hand on his head and groaned . He looked around as if he would get answers. His eyes closed as blackness completely took him over .
Okay ! Cliffhanger! Please let me know how y'all feel about this. I will try and make it longer. I'm super nervous…please please review!