Hi I'm izzy. This is my first story. I would like to hear your opinion!
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Chapter 1- Mikan's P.O.V
I have always wondered what it would be like to have someone love me. To have someone comfort me when I cry and hold me when I'm scared. Someone who would never hit me, and who would tell me they loved me. But that is only something I could wish for. HE tells me that I'm just a useless piece of garbage. A waste of space and of oxygen. HE tells me ill die alone. But still somewhere in my heart I still WISH that it wasn't true. Maybe it is and I'm just denying the truth. Nothing in my 13 years of life has told me any different. But all I cling onto is the hope that its not.
I'm laying in my bed hoping sleep will take me to a place outside this windowless hell I call my room, yet knowing that my insomniatic mind wont let me. I'm far to scared to let myself be so defenseless. I need to be alert. I never know when HE will come. So I lay in bed ever night terrified that I will hear the dreaded sound of footsteps that only come from designer shoes that signal he is coming. Please just let me sleep in peace for one day of my life. I laugh to myself for even asking for that.
'that is a wish that will never come true,' I think to myself as I stand up and walk over to my small crappy bathroom.
I look in the mirror. Iv never a day in my life thought that I was pretty. Actually I hate to even look in the mirror. My hair is brown and goes down to my lower back and it curls at the ends. My skin is pale from lack of sunlight. My cheeks don't hold any color. I have pink lips that probably could look beautiful if I smiled, but I have no reason to smile. Lastly I have large, brown eyes flecked with gold that show nothing but sorrow and seem way to big on my thin face and look even bigger with the deep bags under them. No, this girl is not pretty. She is haunted.
KLICK CLACK KLICK CLACK
"Ohhhh dolly, come out, come out, where ever you are," HE sarcastically coos at me.
The sound of his voice sends chills down my spine and makes me nauseous. it's the sound of evil. This…demon puts Satan to shame. But I quickly sit back down on my bed and wait for what's to come.
'Please, don't let him hurt me.' I pray.
HE opens the door….
KLICK CLACK
KLICK CLACK
No HE'S going to hurt me
KLICK CLACK
KLICK CLACK
HE'S going to kill me…..
KLICK CLACK
No….
KLICK….
He slapped me as hard as he could across the face, knocking me to the ground.
"YOU FREAK. DIE ALREADY. UNDO WHAT YOUR MOTHER DID AND TAKE THESE STONES OUT OF ME!" HE screamed as HE kicked me in the stomach.
I refused. I don't know why I haven't taken those stones out of him. But I guess my mother got herself killed putting them in or so HE SAYS. I didn't want to undo what she did. HE has done nothing good for me so why should I help him. HE beats me. Never have I done anything wrong and yet I'm punished. I wont degrade myself to his level and help him. HE looks like a child. Yet HE acts like a monster. So silently I take his kicks and refusing his command.
"Then ill just have to ruin that pretty face of yours," HE says taking out a pocket knife. HE cuts me from my left eyebrow all the way through my eye and stops at my cheek bone. I can feel the warm blood trickle down my face.
"One day everything you've done to me is going to come back to haunt you. Your going to pay for the pain and suffering you put me through because of your own selfishness. Then when your dying, ill be there, laughing in your face. No longer will I be LOVELESS. It will be you. LOVELESS AND ALONE. So hit me, cut me, punch me, kick me, just remember this: I WILL NEVER TAKE THOSE STONES OUT," I scream before I lose consciousness.
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Natsume's P.O.V
This day is not going to end up normal. I can just tell. Nothing seems right. '
Maybe is just need some sleep…yeah that must be it,' I think to myself as I prop my feet up on the desk in front of me and put my manga over my eyes.
I can feel Ruka's worried eyes on me. He knows somethings up. I sigh and look at him knowing that I cant go to sleep with him staring at me.
"Are you alright?"
"hn,"
"Your not going on missions?"
"hn,"
Ruka sighs.
BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA
Hotaru hit Natsume with her Baka Gun 8.2.
"Whats that for?" I scream at her.
"You're an idoit. You purposely exclude everyone from your life yet you do nothing but mope. I really hate people like you. Its nothing but pathetic," she said to him.
I will never admit this to her, but she had a point. I just put on my signature smirk and rolled my eyes.
Then all our attention was averted to the front of the room as The Gay walked in.
"Hello my adorable little students, I have something very important to do so im giving you a free period, be good, my angels adiou!" he said as he hurried out of the room. There was something wrong. Of course it wasn't unusual for Narumi to give us a free period and hurry away to do…well whatever he does. But the look in his eyes showed something was wrong. Terribly wrong.
I stand up and start walking towards the door.
"Wait, Natsume dearest where are you going?" Permy called after me. I lit her hair on fire for calling me "dearest" and looked at Ruka. "Toilet," I say simply as I turn and leave.
I start towards the forest on the edge of this stupid huge school. Casually I lean against a Sakura tree and wait for him to come. Just as predicted, after about three minutes, Persona comes from the shadows.
"What a surprise. The famous Black Cat coming to me, not me having to drag his ass to go do his missions. That's a big step forward." he says to me with a smirk.
"Don't get used to it. All I need to know is why The Gay is acting so weird. What happened?" I snapped, shooting him a death glare.
"Ahh, you havent heard the news. On a raid of the ESP's lair we found something that we couldn't believe. We found a girl. She is the legendary yuka Yukihara..well she nearly married the principles brother but he was murdered. She has the stealing alice. The girls father had the alice to nullify. She amazingly has both." he said.
I didn't reply and just walked away. Little did I know that my world was about to be flipped upside down.