Disclaimer: I do not own anything; Characters belong to Joss Whedon & Mutant Enemy. However this one shot/poem is my own.
Summary: Set in the middle of season 6 somewhere between 'Older and Far Away' & 'As You Were'. One night whilst on patrol Buffy asks Spike a simple question
A/N: please review and let me know what you think - LoversWalk89 x
'Are you okay?'
"Are you okay?"She asks me
A million thoughts run through my head
No I'm not I feel like hell
I'm trying so hard but I can't help but dwell
I love you so much but I don't think it's enough
I need you to love me but I don't think that you see
You love me with your body but I want you to love me with your heart
I'm scared that if you don't it will end up tearing us apart
Will you ever say those three words to me?
This isn't how I wanted it to be...
a million thoughts run through my head
But once again I feed you the same line
"yeah, I'm absolutely fine."