A/N: I don't own any of the characters or anything of The O.C...other than this story. Everything else is a vvvery big thanks to Josh Schwartz. Also this is my very first fanfic...hope yous all like it!!! Reveiws most welcome...thanks! Now onto the story...
The Crash And The Motivation
Ryan awoke , his head aching with a massive headache.Then he remembered ...it was all blurry but!...Volchok, bumping his car, furios, Ryan's car rolling of the small cliff til it hit the next road below. They must of fell and rolled maybe 5, 6 times. Ryan Gasped..."Marissa" He remembered she was in the car with him...they were going to the airport.
"Marissa...Marissa" No reply. Marissa just lay awkwardly. Pale, limp and soft. Ryan knew he had to get out of there. He smashed the window open with his elbow and crawled out of the car. When he finally managed to stand he saw the small fire that seemed to be growing. Shit. I gotta get her outta there Ryan thought. He walked over to her side and reached out to grab her. Thats when he saw it. The leaking gas. DRipping down, threatening to leak over everything and explode when met with the fire coming from above. SHIT! Marissa...I need to get you outta here...NOW!
He grabbed her head carefully and then picked her up, balancing her out in his arms and pulled her out of the car. he tumbled backwards but picked her up again and moved her quickly away from the car befor eit had a chance to explode and kill them. He knelt down and rested her body down with her head laying in his lap. "Rissa...Marissa...Marissa" Ryan started getting louder each time he called her name. He needed her to wake up. He needed her to be okay.Marissa wearily woke but only just managing to keep her eyes open for a few seconds. Marissa felt like her eyes were fluttering butterflies, always opening and then fainting closed every few seconds. Whats wrong with me. What happened!? Marissa was so confused but she knew something really bad had happened and she felt like crap. She could feel something cold running down her head and through her hair. She ssslowly started to remember and then knew the could trikling was blood frm the sore she had received when the car rolled. She felt so tired all of a sudden and her head was throbbing. What's happening to me!? I cant d...die. Not yet. I just...
"I'm gonna go get help!" Ryan stated but dared not move just yet. "No... Ryan! Stay...Don't leave me" She pleaded. Ryan would never leave her. He loved her so much. But he knew he had to do something. After a short while Marissa went quiet. No! You CAN'T die on me...not yet Riss...please...please don't let her die Ryan thought to no-one. He didn't want her to die ut he thought she had. By now she was dead quite, pale and cold and wasnt moving at all. Ryan had thought she had left him and let a solitary tear ran down his cheek and fell apon Marissa's soft, beautiful eyes. Ryan grabbed her hands and as they fell softly apon her chest, above her heart, Ryan thought he felt something. No Ryan. It's just in your head. She's gone...But she can't be...Ryan was sure she was but wasnt ready to allow her to be dead.So he put his hand over her heart again and pushed a little harder but was still gentle, feeling for anything. He just wasn't ready to let her go just yet. And then...