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WBW

I felt dead.

Edward.

Just his name brought me to my knees.

Charlie.

I was sobbing uncontrollable, my head resting on the dirt floor.

Renee.

I choked on my tears.

Phil.

I dug my nails into the earth.

Edward.

They'd all left me, they all left.

My life had no meaning as I sat in front of the graves that held my parents.

Phil, Renee, Charlie, Edward, All gone.

I pushed my body up, pushing myself onto my wobbling legs. I dropped the flowers at the foot of the graves and ran.

I ran, ignoring the pain in my legs and totally pushing away my clumsiness. I ran till couldn't run any more and fell to my knees.

I carefully pulled the pocket knife out of my back pocket, flicking it open.

I stared at my reflection on the sliver blade. I looked horrid.

My hair was dirty and mangled. My face was covered in dirt and tears. My eyes were a puff reddish brown. My lips were dry and cracked.

I didn't care.

I looked like crap and I didn't give a freaking damn.

I ran my thumb over the blade cutting it softly. The pain felt good.

I threw my head back and groaned as the blood seeped into my palm. I pressed the blade into my wrist and gasped as the blood ran down my arm. I switched hands and pressed the blade to my neck.

I could barely smell the blood all I felt was relief, precious relief.

My eyes were closed so when I heard a gasp and feet running at me I opened them to see a beautiful vampire starting at me.

"Please," I gasped feeling the pain run through my body. "Kill me please, suck me dry," I laughed weakly. The woman was then accompanied by a man.

"Lily, grab her well take her back home." The man's voice whispered so I just barely heard it.

"Kill me," I gasped as the strong arms picked me up.

"Shhhhhh," the woman hushed. I felt sleepy; I closed my eyes and leaned my head back.

I fell into black, darkness and I hoped to stay here forever.

And forever…. And forever…

This was a sad chapter but I liked it. Mwahhhhhhh. Anywho it will get better. Thanks to Ash for the idea!!! LoVe y0u.