Hello everyone this is my first supernatural fanfic so maybe is a bit OC or something but I'm trying my best and let you know that I appreciate a lot the reviews.

I don't own the characters of this story know all this said on with the chapter!!

Chapter 1

Their last case has been a success just some scratches here and there but that's all they killed a whole vampire nest and now they are heading back to the place they always go when they need a new case: The Roadhouse.

The only place they will ever consider calling home hasn't changed a bit since the last time they have been there, the only difference is the amount of cars parked outside waiting for their hunter owners to get out. All of them are trucks. Some older, some newer; some bigger, some smaller but all trucks so when the Winchester brothers' Impala gets there their arrival is obvious.

Still in the car the two brothers look at the Roadhouse door with some reluctance since the incident with Jo in Duluth two months ago. The older one because of not calling her when he said he would and the younger because of her near rape by him.

"Maybe she's not here" – Offers Sam with a hopeful look that goes down by his brothers you-know-that's-a-lie one.

"Maybe she didn't tell Ellen" – Which is now meet with a you-are-clearly-stupid look but it's obvious to both of them that Sam doesn't believe it either, he is just trying to convince himself.

"Dean we don't know for sure if she told her and if she did we will deal with it then" – Says surprising himself and Dean by his bravado – " but we have to get in"

"I know Sammy and it's not because of what nearly happened ok? It wasn't you, you were possessed it wasn't your fault, you did no wrong"

"Ok, then what?" – Asks a confused Sam.

"Forget it Sam" – Answers Dean.

"Is this about Jo?" – Questions Sam

"I said forget it Sam" – Says Dean nearly yelling getting out of the car and slamming the door followed by a surprised Sam at his brother's sudden outburst.

Dean doesn't know what came over him seconds ago but the mention of Jo's name caused a sudden wave of anger towards Sam and himself go through him. At Sam for what he nearly did even though he knows it wasn't his fault but the yellow-eyed demon, and at himself for his anger towards his brother and for leaving her there alone but he knows that if he had to make the decision again he would do the same but this time he would call her like he said, but know there's nothing he can do so squaring his shoulders he starts heading to the bar followed by Sam only a stride behind, Dean opens the door and goes inside. The place is packed and looking around they find Ellen behind the counter and Jo serving the tables but neither notice them. They go to the counter and sit in front of Ellen.

"Hi guys it's been long time" – Says offering them beers and a small smile confusing the brothers who look at each other and realize that Jo hasn't told anything to Ellen.

"Yeah, we have been a bit busy" – Says a vague Dean after they turn to look at her again.

"Ok so why are you guys here?" – Asks Ellen.

"Well we were wonder…" – Starts Sam but the sentence is cut by Jo yelling.

"Don't touch me!!" – The boys turn around to see her backing away from the table with a fearful look in her eyes that masks in seconds with a neutral expression but not before being caught by Dean who looks at Ellen questionably.

"What's wrong with Jo?" – Asks Sam dreading the answer.

"I'm not sure" – Says sighing Ellen – "About a month and a half ago or so she came back. I was about to ask her about it but…Oh god you should have seen her!! She was pale, she had dark circles under her eyes, which look dull and lifeless, and she was so skinny that you could see her bones. She looked like the life had been sucked from her. I tried to come near but she always took a step backwards even now she doesn't let anybody touch her" – Says an affected Ellen and you can see the sad looks on the brothers faces and before they can say anything she continues – "The firsts weeks she didn't eat and barely slept a wink. I tried to talk to her but she didn't utter a word she still doesn't. She spends her days helping me here and hunting at nights not coming back until dawn and she's becoming reckless at it coming back every time more hurt than the last. She has lost her wit she's now like a shell of who she used to be and I know that it's not because of the hunting some has to have happened for her to be like this. I don't know what to do. You guys wouldn't happen to have any idea of what's wrong with her, would do?" – Asks Ellen hopefully making the brothers look at each other guiltily.

"No we don't" – Says Dean trying to sound sincere as he can making Ellen shoulders slump in defeat and making them feel worse than before.

"I'll be back in a minute and then we will talk about the reason of your visit ok?" – She says taking some beers in her hands to serve them since Jo seems to have disappeared.

Once she's out of hearing range they turn to look at each other and in their eyes is obvious the impact of Ellen's confession. Sam's are full of guilt and it's evident he's beating himself for what happened and Dean's are full of anger at himself and guilt for not calling.

'How could I not make just a simple call which would have maybe help her, make her feel she's not alone but nooo I had to be jerk and not care for anyone' – Dean can't help but think.

"We have to help her somehow" – Says an affected Sam.

"I know and we are going to" – Says Dean who is meet by a surprised look from Sam who was expecting a is 'none of your business' line or something like that – "But first we have to find her and…and…apologize" – Shutters Dean at the word knowing that is something he never does but this time has to be done"

They get up and head to the back of the bar looking for her but she's nowhere in the bar.

" We should ask Ash maybe he knows where she is" – Suggests Sam.

"Yeah" – Answers Dean, his mind making different scenarios and places where she could be. They start heading to Ash room when Sam stops dead in track, his head in his hands trying to block the vision. Dean rushes at his side keeping him upright when Sam starts screaming in pain making Dean chest tighten at the sight of his brother. He has had visions before but he has never screamed in pain like now. Once the vision stops they let themselves slump against the wall.

"Are you ok?" – Asks Dean after letting Sam catch his breath.

"Yep, it's only that this time hurt like hell" – Says Sam but suddenly the vision comes rushing back to him making him stand up – "We have to find Jo!!" – Says Sam heading for the door.

"Wait! The vision had to with Jo?" – Asks Dean trepidation and some well-disguised fear in his voice.

"Yeah she's going to get attacked"

Well here is the first chapter of the story you guys tell me if it's worth continuing.

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