Fear

How can you love someone who hurt you so much that it caused you heartbreak?

If I normally asked this to someone… I wouldn't hear a reply, or noise.

I even couldn't answer this question.

I, Claire Bennett, married a monster. Ever since then I wasn't the same.

He killed my father, and hurt others, even me.

But I went through with it, now I can't leave because I'm scared. I can't shift my 'death spot' like he can, he know exactly where it is so he could kill me if I go. That's what I fear, it's not like it would happen, but it's possible.

All those nights crying. I remember them all. Even if he was there, inside our home.

And all those arguments, the worse ones were when he telekinetically controlled me. He would make things fly towards me, at better times I would dodge them but now I don't.

I'm vulnerable here.

After a long day at work, He came home. Sylar sat down at the dinner table where a plate of food was waiting for him.

He didn't like me calling him Sylar, he preferred to be called Gabriel, and every time he told me to call him Gabriel, he would tell me that he was a changed man.

I tried to sniff quietly, I had been crying again.

"What's wrong?" He asked as he ate.

"Nothing, just Hay fever" I lied, but then relised he was a walking lie detector.

He stood up from the table and held me from behind, as I poured my self a glass of water.

"Don't lie, Claire" he whispered into my ear.

I placed my glass onto the blue bench and turned around to face my husband.

"It's nothing, honest" I said with a little smile.

I kissed him on the cheek before he left for his dinner. My smile faded as he sat down again.

I wanted to pursue my dream as a Doctor but ever since I had married Sylar, I decided to wait a little longer, But that dream was now broken.

Believe it or not, but I still love Sylar, even if he did hurt me. I probably couldn't walk out besides the fact that I was scared.

I sat facing him at our dinner table.

"I need to talk to you" I said seriously.

This could be the biggest mistake of my life. I don't know if he could handle this or how he would handle this.

"Go on" He told me.

Sylar sipped his drink as I told the news.

"You're going to be a Dad!" I exclaimed.

Sylar sprayed the water in his mouth everywhere.

"I'm going to be a Dad?" He asked me happily.

He seemed happy about it. Sylar hugged me as he jumped around, probably annoying the neighbors down stairs.

That's what I was crying about earlier, I had taken a pregnancy test and it was a positive.

It was tears of Joy and Sadness.

I don't know what were going to do now.

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