Draco Malfoy

That's my name.

Everyone thinks they know me so well, but they don't.

They know my mask. I have built a mask to hide behind, because in truth, I'm afraid of getting hurt. So I hide myself and never show weakness. I don't want to work for Voldemort, I never did. I was forced into it. My father threatened me, and he never wanted to work for him either. So now my whole family is stuck working for someone who is threatening to kill us if we don't show loyalty.

I never wanted to marry a pureblood. I wanted to have a choice in my marriage. I don't hate muggle borns. I honestly love them, but my father raised me to think this way because if I didn't, I would die. The dark lord would kill me, no he would send someone to kill me because I'm not worth his time.

I would be friends with Potter, but I was raised to hate him, I would probably be the boyfriend of Hermione Granger. She is beautiful on the inside and out, she is passionate about what she stands for, she is smart, she's clever, she has those gorgeous brown eyes. I love her, but my family has deluded my feelings.

I am not allowed to feel what I want, but have people to control my feelings.

If I am happy, I must act depressed.

If I am excited, I must act like there is nothing to be excited for.

I can't even choose my own friends. I can't chose my favorite classes, nor what clothes I wear.

I have no choices, I cannot choose my career, but I can choose how I feel on the inside, behind my mask. I don't want anyone to think I am weaker than them, I don't want people to see me break down. I don't want people to know I have weakness, and it is harder than it seems to hide it.

But I must.

Or I will die.

My name is Draco Malfoy, and I have no choices in life.

AN: Wow, writing this made me sad. I don't own Harry Potter, and I'm sure you don't know that. If you like this, please review, if you have an account, I will try as hard as I can to reply to it. Give me constructive critisizm, love it hate it. I'm not really judgemental, everyone is different, and I accept that. More coming your way.