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Her tonight
SK
He looked down at the woman below him. Pale crystalline blue, her brown bangs swept to one side, hair fanned out on the pillow in their passionate frenzy. Closing his eyes in the pure ecstasy of the moment he let go acquiescing to the pleasure. Coming down from his high, he opened his eyes looking into the blue eyes, slightly darker now, the brown hair longer and much, much lighter. Confusion, disappointment, then finally acceptance passed over his face. Hannah noticed it. He felt her hand slide along his face and he heard her voice trying to comfort him. Somehow it felt wrong. He felt dirty. Like he was cheating. After Brennan had turned him down, he didn't know how to deal with the heart ache. He went out, found women more than willing. Eager. To take him home. It didn't happen often. 3 times to be exact. The first time He was numb, just trying to feel something. He did when he had looked down and saw Brennan. The second time he was so deep in the emotional hole he'd dug for himself it was almost a comfort when he looked into the nameless redhead's eyes and saw her. The third time he'd felt so guilty it almost over took him, but he had stayed the night with her and they had held each other. She because she wanted to be held, it didn't matter by whom. He, because he couldn't differentiate between the woman who's bed he was lying in and his heart's tormenter. And that was ok because he wanted to be held by her, no matter how much she had hurt him that night.
But he was with Hannah now. And since he met her his heart had hurt less. But it wasn't until a couple of days ago that he knew Brennan regretted her decision. Hannah was his girlfriend. His live in girlfriend. Brennan had missed her chance. She said it herself. So why was it that now, he was looking into the eyes of another woman and seeing hers? When has 7 months ever enough time to get over someone? Lying on his back staring at the ceiling he felt her rest her head on his chest he arm encircling his waist. Still trying to give him comfort. He wondered if she could see it in his eyes. The torment. She would be hurt if he knew he had just climaxed looking at her seeing another woman. She didn't deserve this.
But he wasn't going to let her go. It was time to move on.
FIN
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