Perdido Sin Ti

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"I don't know what to feel anymore. Some days, I feel guilty – I… I should have been more. I should have been stronger, wiser... happier. Some days, I know I could have been what she wanted if I had tried harder, and some days, I know she's gone because I didn't. But other days, I feel depressed. I know that if I had been more, if I had been all those things… I still wouldn't have been him. And I realize I wasted so much time trying to be something I never could. But I did it anyway. For her."

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Author's Note: Exactly one hundred words. For her.