I can't seem to understand why I keep doing this. I'm' not sure if all of this is worthwhile. I look up at our queen. I'm worried all she thinks about is the ponies. "I can't believe what happened I will get them back those ponies will regret the day they battled against Lady Chrysalis." I'm scared. She's not the same. She used to care for us her children and only her children. At first she promised she was doing it for us, but the stare she gave the princess It didn't seem right it was selfish and... NO! Stop she's your beloved queen how dare you talk about her like that. Still it doesn't seem right.

A few weeks later

The days go by but nothing has changed we're beginning to starve. I here my brethren talk about a revolt. What should I do? I...I don't know what to say. Is there something for me to do? Please Queen Chrysalis let everything become better.

The next couple of months

My brothers have been caught by Queen Chrysalis... They were banned from the kingdom. "Follow me! our Queen has failed her duties. She will not keep her word!" We looked away as they were pushing them off passed the gates. "You will die under her rule this kingdom will fall and you will follow it!" I turn back as the tears began to form. The gates closing in on them and I see him reaching his hoof out at me before the gates finally close.

4 days later

I can't stop thinking "What if he was right?" Chrysalis began ordering more guards to patrol for anything suspicious such as another revolt. I see the fear in the faces around me. It still doesn't seem right. Nothing is going as planned, but can I really turn my back in her? She gave me life. She made me. I am who I am thanks to her. I don't know what to do anymore.

3 weeks later

I got a letter slipped into my bag. It was an invitation, a group of us are planning an escape. They feel that the kingdom will rot if Queen Chrysalis does not change her ways. They say it's already started. Changelings are getting sick. We're lacking resources there's not much time left. If I wish to join they will be meeting in a secret place 2 days from now. I feel tempted Chrysalis hasn't shown herself since the banishment... I'm lost.

The next day

No. Why? This isn't possible, but it happened anyways. Queen Chrysalis called attention to the kingdom apparently the guards were able to find a member of the revolt she rose him up as he admitted his alliance. I felt it was the end. She would have kept watch on him right? He was honest, guilty but honest RIGHT?! With a bright hungry smile lifting him over the city; she blasted him. He fell down. He was still alive and as his elevation rapidly decreased Queen Chrysalis was laughing. He died on impact. "If you brats are hungry then begin to chow down... Find everyone of him and have your feast." She hid back in her castle a funeral was made to him and he was buried where he landed... In the middle of the kingdom.

Day of the meeting

After yesterdays incident I have made my decision. I met up with the rest of the revolt group. After a few words for our fallen companion the plan to go against Chrysalis's rule was made clear. Some of Chrysalis's "Loyal" guards where there which was an essential part to sabotage the plan It all starts a month from now. I will miss our beloved queen.

A month later: A day before the sabotage

It's no use we've been caught. The Queen had eyes on us the entire time. three quarters of them have already been caught. I have to find a place to ? Where? Maybe... Under the walls!. I quickly run towards my house and hide behind it but with ought hesitation I begin digging. I wasn't able to notice at the time but a guard followed me. I was going to die then and there... but I hear an impact of two bodies and look to my right "Go! Escape! Run! Do it! DO IT NOW!" I look away before he was impaled by the guard. The tears in my eyes made it hard to see but I kept digging and barely escaped. I cover the hole quickly with a rock knocking out the guard that was chasing me. I must go live a better life show the ponies the good in changelings. I begin to trot away quickly and look back once more. My pace slows down and I decide to leave a mark to those who did not receive a chance as I did. Then I trot away unable to look back again.