Sequal to With All My Heart

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A/N: If you haven't read wthat story, do not continue, you will be lost :)

My Heart Belongs to You

Silent Tears

"Sirius, please? Do it for me?" Lily Evans pleaded with Sirius Black. Her emerald eyes were shining with tears. Her fiery red hair was a mess, and Sirius had come down to comfort her.

"Lily I can't. I can't do this, you know I can't." Sirius pleaded looking deep into her eyes. She was pleading for him to give in. His gray eyes showed sorrow as well. Natalie had broken up with him a few days previous saying she needed a break. Sirius accepted it, but regretfully.

Lily was another story. She had just seen James with another girl. Keri Teri, to be exact. James and Lily had gotten into a fight and Lily went up to his dorm in Gryffindor Tower to apologize. When she got up there she found Keri on James' bed, and they were in a heavy snogging session.

Lily had run from the room crying. Sirius walked in and saw it, and ran out immediately, and followed Lily into the Heads dorm. He had to talk to her. He had to help James, but what he didn't expect was what was going on.

"Sirius… Please… I need this… I need to get over him! He cheated on me! I need this!" Lily yelled at him. She was being honest; she needed Sirius, or someone who would be able to take her mind off James.

"Lily, please don't do this to me… I'm sure th…" Lily's lips cut off Sirius. Sirius was taken aback and didn't know what to do. Her kisses were filled with need and want. Also there was something else. Hurt. He could tell that what happened with James was more than Lily could handle. He didn't blame her to be honest.

Sirius tried to pull away, but Lily had her arms around his neck and was pulling him towards her. No girl had ever treated Sirius like this, he was always in control, and this wasn't any different.

That was a lie and Sirius knew it. He couldn't do this to James. They were best friends. James loved… no loves… He still does, he loves Lily. Sirius couldn't do this. He knew he couldn't. Yet he couldn't stop it. He couldn't resist Lily.

Sirius gave in; he stopped struggling and gave into Lily's needy kisses. He kissed her back and kissed her passionately. He pushed her up against the wall and continued to kiss her. He put her hands on her hips, but he vowed to himself that he wouldn't let this go any farther. He couldn't risk it.

Lily was doing a lot of thinking. She didn't know why she was making out with Sirius. She really didn't all she knew is that James had broken her heart, like she knew he would.

Though still in her heart she knew that she loved him dearly. So much had happened in the past two months. They were getting along so well. He was everything to her. They had had so much fun, and Natalie and Sirius were doing fine. Well then Voldemort killed Natalie's mum, she was devastated, and told Sirius she needed this time to herself. Lily knew she wouldn't freak when she found out why Lily was making out with the love of her life. They were best friends and they understood each other.

Lily realized nothing was like kissing James, especially not kissing Sirius. Sirius was said to be the best kisser at Hogwarts, but to Lily, he wasn't. To Lily, nothing was like kissing James, like the night in the rain.

Flashback

"James? Why are you here?" Lily asked timidly. It had been the night that Natalie had found out about her mum. She hadn't seen her since they had gone to their muggle friend's house, but they had kept in touch. At this moment Lily had tears falling down her face. The clouds seemed to be crying harder than usual at the moment. Natalie had run to her dorm. Lily went outside to her favorite beach tree. She knew Natalie needed time.

"Cause Lily, when you are hurt, so am I. Want to tell me what happened?" He had responded pushing her hair out of her face and looking into her sparkling eyes. He sat down next to her and put a protective arm around her shoulder like he had done many times before.

"Vold…Voldem…Voldemort kil… killed her mum…" Lily said in between sobs. She was having trouble keeping from crying. James didn't respond, but he didn't need to. Lily just wanted him to stay close.

They stayed there for what seemed like hours. Finally James spoke.

"Lily, it's getting late, lets go inside." James spoke quietly.

"James, there's one thing I want…" Lily started to say, but James cut her off with a long passionate kiss.

"I love you James." Lily said after he kissed her. They walked back to the castle; James still kept his arm around Lily.

End Flashback

Yes, that was the most romantic thing that Lily would always remember, her first kiss in the rain.

She pulled away from the kiss.

"I'm so sorry Sirius. I shouldn't have made you do that." Lily said quietly. "It's just, I can't believe he was with that slut. I hate her Sirius… I hate her… I was going up there to apologize to him. I wanted him to know I didn't mean what I said." Lily rambled on to Sirius. She knew he would understand.

"It's okay Lily, I understand." Sirius said rubbing her back as tears began to fall down her face.

"I love him Sirius. I can't lose him. Not to that bitch, but I can't trust him now." Lily sobbed. She couldn't believe she was crying over a guy. She vowed she wouldn't, but it was too much.

"It's okay, don't worry, it will all work out." Sirius whispered in her ear. "Maybe it was just a misunderstanding." He continued trying to sound like he believed it. "I mean, maybe he just did what you did."

"But I had a good reason, I saw him cheating on me! It's not like it could've been someone else!" Lily said angrily.

"Relax, maybe it was something else, I don't know, but don't worry, we'll figure it out." Sirius said quietly in her ear.

Lily loosened up and relaxed, but still had shining tears falling down her face. Her emerald eyes showed hurt and betrayal in them, and all she wanted to do at the moment was die.

"Lily, what were you fighting about?" Sirius asked cautiously.

A/N: Okay, so I was in a really good mood this week-end, and I had a sput of inspiration, and decided I needed to write a Sequal, and post it tonight! So here is chapter one, I hope you like it, it's going to be a little more intense, and less fluffy, but I won't be able to update every day, like every week, and the chapters are going to be about this lenghth, because i'm wicked buissy... but I had a great meet yesterday(i broke 2mins in the 200yard freestyle for the first time) so i decided i had to give you guys something to make you happy... so tell me what you think!