Another one-shot! I like One-shots the best because they are fun, easy, and spur of the moment and I dont have to plan or write or make a story line to follow... Enjoy another one of my in-famous Kukamu, Kukaimu or Amukai (U can picks one!) one-shots.

Disclaimer: I dont owns Shugo Chara! Enjoys my story!

What Guilt Does

Kukai's P.O.V.

"Kukai… How could you!"

I froze.

"How could you do this to me Kukai?" The pink hair girl asked me.

"I..I" I couldn't speak. She saw me here, with the blonde… I couldn't speak.

She began to cry, tears streaming down her face, and she ran. The blonde looked at me, hurt visible in her eyes. I turned and walked away, the opposite direction of the pink haired girl.

"I wasn't my fault!" I yelled to myself. I hurt her and I might never get her back now. I loved her. Is that too much to ask, that she had ever loved me enough to understand? Even if someone forces themselves on me? She, the blonde kissed me. I wasn't kissing back, I never would. I loved the pink haired girl, not the blonde one. "Why does God hate me?" I yelled while throwing random stuff around my room.

Next Morning

I got to school the next day, lifeless. I called her, texted her, went to her house, nothing. She was staying away from me and my heart hurt, bad. Everyone looked at me, shocked. My eyes were blank and no expression was visible on my face. My friends came up to me but I kept walking. The bell rang and I went to class ignoring everyone and everything except the bell with one person on my mind.

I was walking down a path toward the Planetarium. We use to go there a lot. I sighed and kept on walking. I was looking at the ground, there was nothing around to look at anyway, but I stopped walking, and looked up.

"Kukai…" The pink haired girl said in a loving and tender voice, but she sounded lost. My heart dropped.

"Amu…" I nearly whispered, sounding just as lost. I knew I had to explain, I didn't kiss the blonde, and she had kissed me.

"Amu I can explain…" I stopped talking because she started to walk towards me and put her hand on my face. It was warm and light, I missed her touch. I closed and my eyes and she didn't move her hand away.

"Amu… I'm so so…" I was cut off by her voice. "No need to apologize Kukai." Her eyes and got cold and she withdrew her hand. In a matter of seconds her hand met my face again, but not a gentle touch, a very hard and hurtful slap.

Her expression was one of mischief of a child, one who did something wrong and knew it was bad but didn't mind. Her expression yelled, 'I slapped my boyfriend and I don't care.'

Then she began to walk away. "You need to let me explain Amu! If you listened for one second, you wouldn't have to act this way!" I yelled but she kept walking. "I love you Hinamori Amu! I know you love me back. Don't run and hid girlie, if you do, I just might have to find you." Yeah I sounded like a pervert. Even though, I would hunt and stalk her if I had too.

When I finished speaking, she stopped moving. It was quite and we move a muscle. I couldn't see her face but I knew she was crying. The silence was heavy, barely being broken by the tears hitting the dust path. She ran. She knows what I said is right, but why won't she listen? I bet she doesn't know either.

That night I sat on my bed thinking. I was going to get her back. 'How?' I asked myself. Pin her to a wall maybe then explain with my face two inches away from hers? Maybe, just maybe…

Kukai got to school that day confident he would get Amu back with a sly smirk plastered on his face.

The Kukai we all know and love died that day. Guilt and wanting corrupted him. He wanted Amu back so badly, with the guilt mixed in, he turned. Evil is what some people. Others might say he wasn't mature enough to deal with it. The smart ones however, relies that this is what guilt does.

Hmmm... I enjoyed writing this. If you were wondering about some stuff in my story I shall explain. The blonde was Utau. Also, Kukai and Utau met in the park for a friendly challange then Utau kissed Kukai, on the lips, and Amu saw and misunderstood.

Making Kukai become stuck on getting her back and useing any tatic just makes it kinda interesting... I was wondering if I should cointinue this... let me know if you think I should cointinue or keep it a one-shot.

Well since your reading this the last thing you need to do is review.

Until Next Time!