Disclaimer: I do not own Yugioh.
Summary: Ryo not noticed by his friends starts drifting in many different forms.
A/N: Been happening to me recently so I needed to write about it before things happened. Yeah please read, and I hope you enjoy it.
RYO POV
I'm here if you didn't notice me, which you haven't. Anzu, Yugi, Honda, Jou, Ryuji, Kaiba anyone notice me I'm your friend to standing here with the rest of you. You're all talking to yourselves engrossed in something that is fun to talk about, and you feel needed. Well, I'm not as I stand in the circle of us speaking no one notices me, or if I say anything or if I'm not there. No one even questions where I was with whom, or if I'm okay. If I don't speak no one sees it out of the ordinary.
I sit in my apartment near alone. Bakura inside the ring whatever he does when I'm not talking with him. He doesn't seem to notice me either, nothing new I suppose no one seems to anyway. What should I do I go deeper into the apartment and lay on my bed. I cover my face, with my arms shielding in lingering light from my eyelids. Though the room is pitch black so there is no need to really.
Drifting.
I drift in my thoughts.
I drift in my life.
No one sees if I'm there or not. Giving quick responses as if I don't notice the abruptness of it all. Don't want me to talk tell, don't want me there tell me. Don't act as if I'm dead because it will kill me on the inside.
I think darkness enveloping my sight, senses, and soul. Nothing from the ordinary. Living a monotonous life, repeating everything over and over, living in a world of violence, and hate, a vicious circle all around me. Can you even consider it living? If no one notices you what's the actual point, but to stand there like a dumb animal? Are you human if no one treats you like one?
No your nothing, but junk.
YOU'RE NOT JUNK!
I hear Bakura who appears next to me yell.
Ryo, you are one of the most important people in my existence ever. If it weren't for your kindness then I would be once again a revenge seeking monster, without you I would be nothing. Don't you ever call yourself JUNK to me, and I'm sure of it many others your our most precious thing without you our life is so different. Without you I'm not alive, and I notice you, but I suppose I don't count do I? As I am the other half of your beautiful soul.
He looks at me tenderly. Our brown eyes locking together as I move my arms from my face. My arms return to the side he grabs one of my hands holding it tenderly.
Ryo I know that my words, can't heal you or at least not yet, but please don't give up.
He disappears giving me time to myself to think he knows that it's what I want.
Bakura how can I not be junk. No one notices or cares no one near me at least. I know that my friend Chihiro misses or cares for me very much, but aside from her the people near me have no feelings towards me. Just noticing then lessening the attention I receive everyday soon there will be none left.
Where is the end to this road?
Will I be found soon?
Or will I keep drifting?
A/N: Please review.
I do not own Chihiro she belongs to scorpioryo sorry for taking her no notice. SHE DOESN'T BELONG TO ME. To any of my friends from school who read this (I doubt you will though.) To any of my friends reading I love all of you, and don't forget that. To my school friends now if you're even reading this please don't forget that I'm alive, or I will drift just like Ryo. As I am currently.
Anyway to my readers I apologize for the long and personal author note. And I'm not junk is a reference to Rozen Maiden (Suigintou FTW) (I don't own Rozen Maiden) Please review and tell me any comments, and if you want more fics like this.