Broken
Seether feat. Amy Lee
One shot songfic about Noah and Kit (yes again!).
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The Palace was silent as Noah walked in through the door. Alex was out with
Hayley and Scott was trying to make peace with Dani. He had the house to
himself at least for a while. He flicked on a light switch and realised he
had just stepped on a piece of paper. He dumped his keys on the table and
bent down to pick it up. It was note, his name was printed in the
handwriting that he would always recognise.
Kit's.
He flopped down on the sofa and began to read.
"Dear Noah,
You know how I feel about you and I can't take this anymore. I've been
hanging around today and I don't know what else I can do. So I've decided
that the best thing for the both of us is if I leave. Irene has helped me
so much but I can't be a burden to her forever.
My love always
Kit xxxxxxx"
Am I satisfied, Noah thought, is this what I wanted. His thoughts echoed
around the room.
Noah got up and found his guitar he went back to the sofa and sat down
again.
He tuned his instrument and starting to play some rocky chords.
' I wanted you to know
I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well'
Noah looked at a picture in a frame on his mantlepiece. It was of him and
Kit, he had been so happy then. How could she leave?
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore'
'We can't be more that friends, he whispered playing softer chords. But I
do love you it's just the way things are. Can't you just be my friend
things are so much less complicated that way like me and Hayley.
'The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away'
He strummed the guitar strings more violently and then stopped. He was the
only one that could have prevented this. Why had he ignored how he felt for
so long.
'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore'
He stopped strumming and laid the guitar down. He shut his eyes.
"That was beautiful." said a voice appearing in the doorway. "Was it for
me?"
Noah nodded speechless. She smiled.
"I love you." He whispered. "Don't go."
"Okay." she whispered back sitting next to him on the sofa.
He put his arm around her neck and kissed her cheek.
Seether feat. Amy Lee
One shot songfic about Noah and Kit (yes again!).
-------------------------------------------------------------------------
The Palace was silent as Noah walked in through the door. Alex was out with
Hayley and Scott was trying to make peace with Dani. He had the house to
himself at least for a while. He flicked on a light switch and realised he
had just stepped on a piece of paper. He dumped his keys on the table and
bent down to pick it up. It was note, his name was printed in the
handwriting that he would always recognise.
Kit's.
He flopped down on the sofa and began to read.
"Dear Noah,
You know how I feel about you and I can't take this anymore. I've been
hanging around today and I don't know what else I can do. So I've decided
that the best thing for the both of us is if I leave. Irene has helped me
so much but I can't be a burden to her forever.
My love always
Kit xxxxxxx"
Am I satisfied, Noah thought, is this what I wanted. His thoughts echoed
around the room.
Noah got up and found his guitar he went back to the sofa and sat down
again.
He tuned his instrument and starting to play some rocky chords.
' I wanted you to know
I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well'
Noah looked at a picture in a frame on his mantlepiece. It was of him and
Kit, he had been so happy then. How could she leave?
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore'
'We can't be more that friends, he whispered playing softer chords. But I
do love you it's just the way things are. Can't you just be my friend
things are so much less complicated that way like me and Hayley.
'The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away'
He strummed the guitar strings more violently and then stopped. He was the
only one that could have prevented this. Why had he ignored how he felt for
so long.
'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore'
He stopped strumming and laid the guitar down. He shut his eyes.
"That was beautiful." said a voice appearing in the doorway. "Was it for
me?"
Noah nodded speechless. She smiled.
"I love you." He whispered. "Don't go."
"Okay." she whispered back sitting next to him on the sofa.
He put his arm around her neck and kissed her cheek.