Hi, I'm broadening my horizons, I think this is what it means

Anyway decided to go to HSM and get my wildcat spirit on. What team? WILDCATS What team? WILDCATS, WILDCATS get your head in the game.

I changed Gabby to kind of Vanessa's character in Bandslam Sa5m. I liked her edgy character. But hey maybe Troy can change her back.

Troy's POV

I knew this was to be expected. I mean she lost someone important to her, I could relate she'd be upset.

I just never thought she'd change.

I took a deep breath to steady myself before unlocking the door to her house.

"Calm down Bolton, it's Gabby, I'm sure she's fine, only been five days and she was at Taylor's four of them" I said.

With that I knocked on her bedroom door upstairs. She didn't answer so I knocked again before opening her door.

What I saw made me know I could never leave her again.

She had a small pocket knife in her hand and a small cut on her arm.

"Gabriella!" I shouted and she looked at me. Her face was neutral though like all her emotion was drained out of her.

"Hi Troy" she said in a neutral voice. I ran to her and took the knife putting it away on her dresser.

She watched me as I then got a towel from the bathroom along with a first aid kit and bandaged her arm.

"Will you relax? It was a very small cut, not even deep, more like a regular cut" she said as though not a big deal.

"But you created it willingly" I said in shock.

How can she not realize what she was doing was bad?

She shrugged. "I was just curious, it only hurt a little" she said.

"Well…please don't do it again" I begged and she shrugged again.

"Okay…I'm sorry Troy…I came home and….it's so empty here" she said and I pulled her in my arms relieved she was still my girl.

"Yeah…well then come on lets get out of here" I suggested and she nodded.

"Bye mom…hope you're watching me" she said as she left to the empty air.

I smiled at her, hoping to show her it was still okay. It was now a week since she and her mom got into an accident. A week since she survived that horrible day.

One week since I almost lost her as well as Ms. Montez.

"I love you Gabs" I whispered and kissed her forehead.

"I love you too Troy" she said back as she wrapped her arm around my waist securely.

I held her close, I was now determined not to let whatever emotion she had come out again.

I snuck a look at her and she smiled catching me.

"Relax baby…I told you I'm sorry…It was a weak moment but I'm still the girl you met at the lodge…forever I promise" she said.

If only I could believe her.