For MissEllie14's St Berry contest! It's an angsty one-shot. And my second rated M fic so be nice. please reivew. i hope you like.
He turned on the television, flipping through the channels aimlessly trying to get his mind to stray away from thoughts of them. It made him sick, to think about what they do together. He knew she was with him. When she called and told him not to wait up because she had to stay later… he knew she was lying.
He muted the television, it was no use, and tried to refrain from punching a wall. It was then he noticed Journey's Faithfully playing on a radio somewhere in their house, cruelly mocking him.
Restless hearts sleep alone tonight
Sending all my love along the wire
They say that the road
ain't no place to start a family
Right down the line it's been you and me
He bounded down the hallway, trying to find the source of the music. He opened his daughter's bedroom door, finding her cd player still on, Faithfully coming out of the speakers.
And loving a music man
ain't always what it's supposed to be
Girl
you stand by me
I'm forever yours
faithfully
He shoved the player off the table, his anger getting the best of him. Unfortunately the song changed instead of turned off completely.
You make me weep and wanna die
Just when you said we'd try
Lovin', touchin', squeezin' each other
When I'm alone, all by myself
You're out with someone else
Lovin', touchin', squeezin' each other
He let out a vicious cry, the words were like a knife to his heart. Before the next verse rang out his foot connected with the cd player continuously for about a minute. When he knew it was destroyed he stopped, realizing he would need to buy Juliet another one.
Then he heard the front door unlock, open, and close. He dashed out of the room, the cd player completely forgotten, and walked over to the front walkway of their apartment. Her back was to him, she was hanging up her coat, but he could tell she knew he was standing there. "Were you with him?" He muttered, anger and hurt laced his voice. She turned around and walked past him into the kitchen, making sure not to make eye contact with him.
"I have no idea what you're talking about." She feigned innocence. She knew exactly what he was talking about. She opened the refrigerator, most likely so she wouldn't have to make eye contact with him.
"Were you with him?" He asked again, more demanding this time. She ignored the question once again, deciding to come up with one of her own.
"Where is Juliet?" He decided he would play along, he'd get his answer from her later on, but he didn't calm his voice. He just made sure he sounded as angry as he felt.
"At a friend's house. When I told her you were still at the theatre she grabbed her bag and stormed out the door." He saw her shoulder slump as she let out an exhausted sigh. Normally he would calmly place his hands on her shoulder, massage them as he whispered sweet nothings in her ear, occasionally placing small butterfly kisses on her neck. "Neither of us is buying it Rachel. She knows, just like I do. So save us all the heartache and fess up. You're cheating on me, with him." She turned around and her eyes told him everything. He could always read her like an open book and this was one of the only times he wish he couldn't. When she made eye contact he started to tear up. "God Rach. I'm right? What the fuck? I love you!" He exclaimed, the hurt she has caused him evident in his voice.
She sent a hard glare his way. "You love me? Bullshit! You married me because you knocked me up senior year of high school!" He winced, hearing her speak of their daughter that way hurt him. He knew they didn't have the perfect marriage, but they had both agreed plenty of times Juliet was the best thing that had come out of it. "It was obvious to even me you were just about done with me. I mean you got everything you wanted. My heart, my virginity, you bagged yet another girl in Ohio, and lets be honest that was all you really wanted. Rank." The words were like venom. It was emotionally hurting him to listen to her say those things.
"Are you fucking kidding me Rach? If I just wanted you're virginity I could have had you drop you're panties sophomore year. You were more that ready, and it was obvious I had complete and utter control of you. You liked to think you had control of yourself, but you never did. Which really made you blood boil, because you never had control." She scoffed at the speech, even though she knew it was true. "I fucking loved you Rachel! I still love you. If I didn't do you think I would really be here? Do you think I would be so emotional right now? You're my wife! My wife! You're the only one I plan on having, the only one I ever planned on having. No matter how much you refuse to believe it. I love you." The sexual tension soon became too much. He didn't know if it was the way she was biting her lip or how wild her hair looked at the moment, but he marched over to her, one hand cupping her cheek and the other digging into her waist, and pulled her lips to his.
His tongue was quickly granted entrance into her mouth. They both battled for dominance but he won, like always. His hand quickly left her cheek and also found its way to her waist. He lifted her up and set her on the counter top, her legs quickly hooked around his frame. He pushed his body up against hers, getting as close as possible. Her fingers dug into his hair, slightly tugging on his brown locks.
When air became necessary his quickly detached his lips from hers, trailing bruising kisses down her neck. He opened his eyes as his hand found their way to her button down shirt, clumsily opening up all the buttons until her black lace bra was visible under the shirt. She kept her eyes closed as she grounded her pelvis against his, a slight moan escaping from her parted lips. She could feel his hardness against her thigh and it was driving her crazy. She grounded her hips again him once more and she knew he had had enough, he grabbed her butt and quickly lifted her off the counter and started to make his way toward their master bedroom, his lips not once leaving her skin.
When her back hit their bedroom door she cursed out loud, scolding herself for closing the door when she left earlier. Her hand blindly moved down the door and found the knob, she twisted it and they fell backwards slightly, but he was quick and regained their balance. They're lips fused together once again as they hit the bed. He was on top, obviously, and he made sure to keep a good amount of his weight on her.
He detached his lips from her as he sat up slightly to discard the dark blue shirt her was wearing. She took the time to also remove her pale blue shirt from her body. She heard him groan under his breathe and she giggled slightly. He could never get over how perfect she was. "I love you." He mumbled into her chest as he started to lightly nip, suck and lick every inch of her bare chest as possible. She nodded her head along, arching her back when he moved her bra over and his tongue came in contact with her sensitive nipple.
He heard her sharp intake of breath and smiled to himself. His hands moved around her back, his mouth still paying attention to her chest, and removed the bra completely. When it was upon the floor with the other items he moved to the other breast, his thumb ever so lightly tracing lines on the other nipple. He could feel her squirm underneath him and he knew she was starting to get antsy. He kisses his way town toward her skirt, pulling it off in one motion, and kissed her center, right before removing her matching lace panties.
He noticed she had cleaned up and he quickly grimaced when he realized it was for him. His anger reappeared and he grabbed her hips forcefully as tongue darted inside of her. She gasped and he grew harder, if possible, her hands made their way into his hair and he felt her tug on his locks. He nipped at her sensitive bud and she let out a cry. She pulled at his hair and he detached his mouth from her. "I need you inside me. Now." She sounded out of breath, causing him to grin. He quickly pulled off his jeans and kicked off his boxers, and positioned himself at her entrance. He began to enter her and he stopped. She let out a cry of anger and annoyance.
"I love you." He said, starring deeply into her eyes, trying to let her know how he felt. "Forever. And I'm not going any further with you unless you promise me you'll try to work this out." Her head hit the pillow, not daring to look at him. "You're done seeing him. Done! You're mine Rachel. No one else's." When she didn't respond, he moved in her a little more, knowing it would cause a reaction. "Promise me you're done with him. Promise me Rachel!" He was almost yelling now.
"I promise. Now please just-" She wasn't able to finish her sentence because he entered her fully. Her words were caught in her throat as he pressed his lips to hers, most likely bruising them. Her legs wrapped around his waist, letting him go deeper inside of her. He moved out of her and thrusted deeper inside of her, causing her to gasp and him to groan. He started to set a pace, going deeper each thrust. "Rachel…" He gasped, he could feel himself getting close. "Look at me." He managed to get out, it sounded tortured, but she obliged. She opened her eyes, her release also coming soon. "I love you Rachel." He said as he spilled his seeds inside of her.
I love you too Jesse. She let out a cry as she road out her own orgasm. He placed a kiss on her forehead as he pulled out of her. Forever. She turned her back toward him and he pulled her toward him, placing one arm around her waist, holding her there firmly as he fell into a deep sleep. But this doesn't change anything. Her eyes soon fluttered closed as she fell into a deep sleep of her own.
Good? I hope you liked it. I've had this idea for a while and you're contest seemed perfect for it. I do enjoy it so after this contest is over with I will most likely make this a three or two shot. Idk but I want to write more. I hope it works for the contest.