The full moon was out in the middle of the sky, when I awoke from a nightmare. I was running towards Kagome with my claws sharp, my eyes red, and my fangs out. She was running and crying, "Someone help me!" I didn't want to kill her, but my body wouldn't let me stop. I felt paralyzed, like my arms legs, and voice had a mind of their own and I couldn't control what I was doing.
But I'm glad it was a dream. that was the night I decided to change my ways. I always wanted to be a full demon, but the ay I have acted before changed me forever. I know that if I ever became a ful demon, I would chase her down and eventually kill her. And I will never allow myself to be consumed by my demon blood.
Kagome awoke as I was staring out of the window by our bed.
"What's the matter?" she quietly asked me. I shook my head as if to say nothing.
My beautiful thoughts of Kagome began to replace the fearful ones each night after my first attack towards her. She stood up and held me from behind as if she knew that the dreams had frightened me since the first day I tried to kill her.
"I am always here for you, Inuyasha." She whispered into my ear in a sweet and calming manner. She was the first human, a living, breathing person to ever truly care about me. My cold heart was getting warmer every night that she talked to me, every day that she came to see me, every nice and calming word that she meant had sewen up my heart that had been broken from Kikyo's death, Naraku's lying and psychotic ways that ruined not only my life, but the lifes of my friends as well.
Kagome had been with me since day one after i awoke from the sacred arrow that Kikyo had shot at me 50 years before.
"Come back to bed." Kagome told me. My brain shot back to reality. I held her hand, kissed the finger with the ring I gave her, and leaid down next to her.
Her body was warm. Her skin was so soft. The smell of her hair made my skin tingle. My face got warm and I smiled int eh slience of out bedroom. As I closed my eyes I told myself, "She is the only exception."