Hi there guys (and girls) this is a companion piece (or the beginning to one) of 'Pain'. It's from Janet's POV, and this has nothing to do with my other story 'Valentine's Day' though it could probably fit.
And no, I still don't own profiler. And that sucks. Spoilers for Reunion 2. (I guess)
Jealousy
I hate her Bailey.
I hate every minute that you've spent & will spend with her instead of me.
Some days I wish Jack HAD killed her.
I will never say that out loud of course; to do so would invite your scorn, your wrath upon me. Not even I'm that stupid.
I see in her, Bailey, what I could have been to you. I'm just the mother of your children; she risks her life with and for you on a daily basis. I don't know…maybe they even each other out…but how stupid could I have possibly been, to have not seen that bond forming between you two. Who knows, you've probably slept with her all ready to cement it.
Maybe I'm just being paranoid and bitter? Hell, I have been suffering from PMS lately. Sneering, I down my third shot of peach schnapps and slam it down on the coffee table.
Whenever she needs you Bailey, you've always answered, much like a dog meekly obeying its master…but when I've needed you, where the Hell have you been? Chasing after serial killers instead of helping raise our daughters as you've should have been…and you wonder why I asked for a divorce.
You wonder why…and yet the answer has been in front of you the whole time…and now that I hear that you're getting engaged to her…that makes me pissed off enough to do something, Bailey.
Something permanent.