Past or Now?
Gangin' up,
I don't understand,
What did I do,
To deserve the hit of your hand?
All I am is me,
That's all I'll ever be.
I disappoint you,
With every breath I take.
Pain inside my soul,
It's so real, I'm awake.
Kill me now,
I don't care how.
A swerk of blood,
A cursed life.
It brakes harder now,
Under this knife.
Feel the blood, drip drop.
MAKE IT STOP! MAKE IT STOP!
Peace settles.
Sweet slowly drains from hallow veins,
At least until tomorrow,
When I will suffer the same pains.
I come back. Silent. Sweet.
Even if you act as a dog in heat.
I cross my heart and hope to die,
As your words cut so deep,
Deeper than this blade,
But you won't hear a peep.
Here are all the words you don't want to hear,
I'll say them until it is clear.
You cause me pain.
It's always my fault.
Why can't you grow up,
And start to act like an adult?
I look around. It's you I see.
Nothing else matters to me.
I just want to break you,
But I won't be that mean.
I fall to the ground,
Cause it's on you that I lean.
All this runs through my mind.
I can't believe I am so blind.
I'm broken.
I trusted you with all of my heart
Now it's ripped to shreds,
You've torn me apart.
One tear. A drop of blood I shed.
For you, the one that wants me dead.
You were my friends,
Back in first grade,
But now the memories are old,
Torn and ripped as they fade.
I still love you, my friends, it's true.
Now the decision is up to you.
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