Good day, readers. I'm totally new to fanfiction... So... It's my first try! I hope you like it.-

Also, in this fanfic i'll probably ignore Scar's impregnation with alien. Do not know what else to say... And i must tell you that English is my second language, so i'd be really grateful if you correct my mistakes in your reviews. Here we go!

EDIT: Many thanks to Mau'indi! She was very kind and offered me help in correcting my grammar and spelling issues! And OF COURSE i've accepted! Thank you very much!

Lex watched the alien ship take off, tightening her grip on the spear she'd been given. After it disappeared into space, she headed to the Shadow Cat nearby, its engine still running. Thankfully, the machine had survived the collapsing ice and had even managed to stay upright.

Alexa climbed into it and sat still, accepting its warmth.

- I survived...- she whispered to herself.

The only one who survived, said her inner voice, Alexa flinching at the realization.

She closed her eyes, thinking. She remembered how it had all started. So many people had entered that damned pyramid – even more stayed behind at the whaling station. And now they were all dead, everyone... except for her. She was the only survivor of this nightmare.

Warm tears started to flow from her eyes, making their passage on her still cold cheeks.

- It's unfair, - said Alexa, her voice trembling. - This shouldn't have happened... I saved no one... Everyone is dead...

She hid her face with her hands and started to cry. At first it was just little whimpers, but soon she started to cry out loud. She screamed, now fully understanding what had happened.

She was the only one to survive. She, who had no family, whose parents had died a long time ago, Lex, who was an only child, who didn't even have a boyfriend waiting for her to return, who didn't have children like Miller.

There was no one from civilization who'd miss her. No one. God, she should be the one dead, not all of those people, who had family waiting for their loved ones to come back. And the only person she'd ever had romantic feelings for – Sebastian – was dead.

Lex screamed, bursting into more tears, letting her pain out.
- No! NO! This all is just a bad dream!

Sebastian wasn't just dead. He was killed. Killed. And SHE was the one who had killed him! She was the one who had shot him in the head. Lex didn't want to think about what she could have done differently. It had been the only way to ease his pain. She felt guilty for not finishing him right when he asked… for making him suffer, as the parasite monster broke through his ribs.

Lex pressed her forehead to the wheel, sobbing and making one more scream. She wasn't even able to save an alien! Sure, he and his comrades had killed half the crew, but still... Fuck, he was an unkillable alien!

- God, why?! Even that crab-faced monster! He's also DEAD! I'm the shittiest guide on Earth! I wasn't able to save that hulk! FUCK! WHY DID THIS ALL HAPPEN TO ME?! - shouted Lex, smashing her head against the wheel and making it beep.

This sharp sound made woman shudder, but it didn't stop her mental breakdown. After some time, which seemed like hours, Lex, tired from crying and all that had happened, passed out.

Well.. This is the end of the first chapter! Tell me what do you think! Should i write more?