Dear diary,

Things have been weird since the first night when I preformed that ritual. The strange man is following me still. I remember running and screaming in the woods, the blood was covering my uniform and Uncle Leon wasn't happy…

I had a nightmare, he had been in my room and he hurt me. He said that it would only get worse. I don't think I can handle anymore, even saying goodbye to my brother and mother hadn't done anything to help me.

I think I may be going crazy…

The monster inside

It was an empty feeling. Broken. She felt she had nothing left to live for. The young blonde witch carried the large book she had found in her late mother's things to the one place she felt safe. It was becoming so unbearable for her to wake up. The twelve year old wiped at the tears glistening on her cheeks in the moonlight. Her pale blonde hair fell into the pain faded blue eyes, leaving Namine to stumble after a moment.

She made her way through the crawlspace under the wall and towards the centre of the large warehouse like place. Magic had always flown through her blood, her's and her twin, at least before he had passed on with their mother. But enough of that. Namine set the book on a pile of broken bricks, the white chalk in her hands forming a circle around her carefully. The young girl angrily wiped at her eyes, finishing the design required, everything inside her willing this spell to work. Even for a moment. Just a moment to say goodbye...

She sat down, pulling the necromantic spell book into her lap and mumbling the spell, at least the beginning of it. Unable to control the sudden overwhelming feeling, she found herself standing and cutting into her arm, the blood dripping around the circle and sealing her fate.

She fell faint, her hand grasping a two small, tied bundles of hair in her palms. The now passed out girl would awaken to something unlike anything she had ever been a part of.

Author's note:

Dear readers,

Before I continue on this story, this requires a VERY in depth warning.

This will be morbid and disturbing. Involving ghosts, demons, rape, cursing, and use of magic as well as underage people.

I will say this now, I give PLENTY of warnings about what my stories entail and I will be pissed if I get reported by someone with too much time on their hands.

Kingdom Hearts is a favorite game series of mine, Namine being my favorite character.

This is based off a role-play I worked on with a friend.

Please, don't be afraid to burn or flame by any means but for the love of the unholy, if I get any of my stories removed, I will most likely stop writing.

Rated M; You've been warned. Please enjoy your stay.

Previously, Ashennxx

(Soon to be Eeve Oh-Lucian Theory)