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- hannah

I tightened the grip on my clammy hands that I was holding together so tightly, I was starting to lose feeling. I started to play with the bottom of my shirt, waiting.

I was starting a second tour with the Jonas Brothers and it was going to be hell. I couldn't stand to see them again. We weren't friends wouldn't really describe it. We were barely enemies. I was always the bad guy and the bad influence for kids for the press. What about them? Did I mention that Joe went through 14 girls on our last tour? They're so materialized riding around in their fancy new cars and expensive clothes. Yeah Nick does have diabetes. That doesn't mean he can treat every fan like crap. After meet and greets, they almost pray. That's how self-centered they are. Get over yourselves.

"Miles?" My dad said quietly.

"Yes?!" I practically screamed, finally waking up.

"You okay? You're looking a lil white." He said, squinting his eyes.

"Dad, I'm fine, okay?" My voice shook. I brushed it off and coughed.

"Alright, bud. I was just worried." He said nervously, turning around to talk about some light issue with the stage.

I heard a 'they're here' from a passing stage director who called through to almost forty people. All of these people running around just for them. My heart skipped a beat and I could feel the bar I had this morning coming back up.

From afar, I saw them walking by, waving to every person like they were hot shit.

'Oh god.' I thought, turning my head away, readying myself to run. The closer they came, the closer to barfing I came.

They walked sort of like they were a part of something, almost at the same beat. I could see the intensity in their eyes as they came closer on top of the world. Behind them was Selena, clacking her heels in her mini pink dress while she was holding Nick's hand. She combed her fingers through her hair and smirked at people watching her with envy. Why the hell was she even here?

They stopped before me and looked at me like the expected something. It was obnoxiously loud in the whole room but it was somehow amazingly silent. I could feel how tense between all five of us. Selena's gum chewing was getting seriously annoying.

"Hey." Kevin said, smiling sweetly.

"Hi." I mouthed silently, smiling back.

Joe completely turned around and faced the opposite direction. Kevin sort of wacked him and he turned back, giving me a half hand gesture of a wave while looking at the floor. Somebody's mature.

Nick and I somehow made eye contact which made both of us blush. Nick almost smiled for about a second and then awkwardly looked at the ground.

"Hey Nick." I said smiling.

"Hey Miley." He said back, giving sort of a chuckle while blushing madly.

When he looked up, I felt my face burn up. I laughed a little and rubbed my arm. 'Slow down, Miley' I thought as my heart was beating out of my chest.

His mom walked up behind him and said, "Hi, Miley. How are you dear?" She smiled kindly, giving me a hug.

"Great, how are you?" I always loved Mrs. Jonas. She was the nicest one out of the family.

"Good, good." She seemed busy and turned to chat with another crew member.

Selena looked at me harshly, sort of with a look of disgust. She looked at my face and gave a forced smile.

"Miles. How are you hun?" She gave me a huge hug.

"Super duper. How about you?" I said, restraining myself to pull out her hair. She backed away awkwardly and smiled again.

"Never better. Me and Nick were just about going out for dinner.. again. Two months now. It's been going amazing." She said smacking on her gum almost in my face.

"Wow that's pretty long. Too bad we dated for three." I giggled and clapped my hands together.

Her smile faded and she looked me up and down, staring at my juicy sweatpants and shirt. Too bad I didn't know that we weren't actually going to practice but going to the Grammys. That's how everyone else was dressed. "Where were you heading to? The hoedown? You'll fit in with all those other hoes." She stared at her nails, "I'm getting bored. Ciao Mile." She snapped, striding away. I was so wishing to give her the finger so badly right now.

She wrapped her hands around Nick's ass and whispered in his ear, smiling. He smiled in a purvey way and she pulled his tie into the dressing room. I walked away, seriously thinking I was going to puke all over.

Today I felt like I was going to do a lot of throwing up. This was going to be a super experience.

Not.