Those Eyes

I hate those eyes, with their seductive and alluring gaze. A beautiful and intense crimson red. I could stare at them till the end of the earth and still want to stare. They have an uncontrollable fire, forever burning with determination. I hate them, I absolutely hate them. I hate them, because I can not have them. Not the eyes themselves, but their owner. The man with the uncontrollable look in his eyes that makes me want him even more. This desire is unusual to me. Of course I control it, but I don't know why it is there. I just don't get it.

How can you hate something so much that you love it? Those eyes are everywhere I look. I try to get away from his regal gaze, but I can not. Every time I see a flash of crimson somewhere, it is his eyes that I imagine. Every night before going to bed, I see those eyes in my head. How has he put such a spell over me? I am Seto Kaiba; I am headstrong and know exactly who I am. I am not someone who should be held captivated by something as simple as the two most beautiful eyes that are in existence.

So why am I? Why does time stop when we lock eyes with another and I know that I am the only one those eyes are looking at? I swear, even if it is for a second and I see those ruby eyes and they are staring right back at me, time freezes. I feel as if he can see right into me. As if he sees more than what I show to the world, as if he can see who I truly am. He is the only one who can do that.

Oh, what I would give for just once chance to hold him in my arms, press my lips gently to his and watch as those eyes close before me. But I will never be able to. He is not like me, he likes girls. Not that I've ever seen him with a girl, but I am sure that he would never see me the way I see him.

Right now we are in class and I can see Yami from where I am sitting, I can't see his eyes but I can still see him. Is it so wrong to want to watch him? Watching him is always better than reading some book that I always bring with me. I see the stupid mutt, Joey, lean in to say something. The class is too loud for me to hear, but as soon as the dog is done talking, I see those eyes staring back at me. I quickly turn my head down and to the book I am holding, pretending I do not care at all about those jewel eyes that I can still feel are watching me.

Curiosity gets the better of me and I take a glance back. Yami is still watching me. He raises his eyebrow and I mentally curse at myself for looking back at him. I watch as he gets out of his seat (for school has not started yet) and walk over towards me. I look up at him with a look of indifference, and say in the harshest voice I can at the moment,

"What do you want Motou?"

I see the sparkle in his eyes, those eyes which give me much unrest. He grins, his eyes still sparkling and he says,

"Kaiba, quit the acting, I know you like me."

My blood freezes, how can he know? Was I too obvious? Damn, it's not as if this has happened to be before. This is a new deal for me; I didn't know how to act. Damn, Damn, Damn! Wait, I know what to say,

"Is that so? Well you certainly have a strange perception of what I like and don't like."

His eyes turn soft. That is new. I wish I could reach out and hold him and gaze into the beautiful soft look. But I hold my form. My eyes are as normal and cold as ever.

"Kaiba… you might be able to fool many other people, but you can not fool me."

I growl, I should have known it would take more to convince him. I find another argument in my head and try it out,

"What makes you think that I'm fooling you?"

Without missing a beat, he replies,

"Why are you not denying it?"

I narrow my eyes, his are sparkling again.

"Fine, if you want me to deny it then I de-"

I am cut off, time freezes. All I can feel is a pair of soft velvety lips on my own, making me lose all train of thought and what is happening in the world. I can feel my mental shields slide away. I want to kiss him back, that's all I want, but I can't move. He pulls away and smiles to me. In a seductive voice, he whispers to me,

"Don't deny it."

I catch up with my racing heart and I can feel as my eyes loose their normal piercing quality. Before he is able to leave my side, I put my hand around to the back of his head and pull him in. Our lips gently meet and I watch as those eyes gently slide close. Those eyes, which belong to him, but now he belongs to me. We are forced to break as we hear the bell. He grins at me, with a slight blush on his handsome face. The corners of my lips twitch up, I thought that it was unable to happen, but it did. Finally the class starts, but I am unable to focus on the subject. All I can think about are those eyes.

Those eyes which have an uncontrollable fire, those eyes which are determined to always succeed, and those eyes which can become soft and gentle or sinister and deadly. Those eyes which I love and always will.

AN: Sorry, this popped in my head one day and though I think it is stupid and totally out of character (sorry everyone! I didn't know any other way to put it T_T) I actually think it is sweet. I am once again sorry for my terrible and horrible writing… (I want to kill the thing known as writers block!)

Well yeah, I know it is bad, but if you liked even a small fraction of it… please leave a comment ^_^ (I know its bad, trust me)

Anyway, hope you didn't waste time in reading this, but if you liked it, read the next chapter! Ta-ta for now,

-Your friend JJ

(ps- I wrote this on Valentines day! ^_^)