It's ZEMYX it's going to be sad.~But if i get some good reviews I might just MIGHT add some Boy on Boy action.*smiles wickedly*
Also I do except Flame and please tell me why.
AND I DO NOT OWN KINGDOM HEARTS.
Pleas Review.
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When you say you love somebody is it possible to freak out.
When you say I'll be there will you actually be there?
When you say that stuff dose it actaully mean anything?
I need to know the truth, but if knowing the truth will it hurt me or make me feel happy?
My lifes screwed up as you can see.I have these emotions that just won't stay out of the way.I feel for him but i doubt he feels for me.I think it's useless, But think here Axel never gave up fate to be with Roxas and look where it's got them. Together of course. But why do i have these feelings for him when all he dose is pretend I'm not there. Why do I act so dumb and not tell him how i feel.I need to find the courage to confront him, or else...I'll be misrable for the rest of my life.
I got up from my bed and walked into the bathroom. I washed my hands and than looked in the mirror.I ran my hand through my dirtyblond hair and thought to myself "look at me, I'm useless how am i suppose to tell him if all I can ever do is mope"."Maby I sould go tell him, I gotta man up and set there and tell him how i feel....even..if..the worst part is kowing he will...reject me." I sighed and looked into the mirror one more time. I sat there stearing at myself for a couple of minutes and then i started to walk out of the bathroom and into my bedroom to think before I confronted him. Heh Dontcha think I HAD enough thinking. I finally stopped and walked toward the door. Before I opened it I took a deep breath and then walked out into the white queit hallway. Closing the door behind me i started to roam around the place till i finanlly found what i was looking for. The Library. This was the only place he actually be at besides his room. I opened the double doors to the Library and slowly walked in closing the door behind me. I looked around for him, and then i saw him curled up on the loveseat in the far corner of the Library with his black book.I looked at him a second until he figured out he was stearing at me. I looked into his beautiful Dark voilet-bluish eyes as he looked straight into my sea-blue eyes. I turned away preventing him from seeing the blush that took over my face. After that I quickly snapped back into my senses to do what I came to do, to tell him the truth.
"Umm...Hey Zexion." I said dumbly.
"Demyx if your here to bug me to death then please leave"
"Heh...Talking about me bugging you to death isn't why I'm here"
He looked up from his book with a eyebrow raised.
"....."
He steared at me for a few seconds taking what I said was true and close his book and got up.
"What is it possibly you want to talk about Demyx" he stated flatly.
I took a quick breath and then exhaled.
"I've been having trouble lately"
"Like what kind of trouble"
"Feelins for somebody"
"And who is this somebody" He asked without of curoisty.
"Well..um..ngh..well"
"Come on spit it out"
"Well...um..*huff* Y-you" There I finally said it.
He just steared at me again like he couldnt believe what I said was true.
It made me feel weird.
After an akward silence he grabed his book and started to walk his way towards the door, before he left he said something.
"I'm sorry but...I...just don't feel that way and actually the way I do feel about u is...I...I-I H-Hate Y-you" and then he left me with a shattered heart.
Thats if we even had hearts.
That night I cried myself to to forget those horrible words he said.
/3HEARTBROKEN/3
We might kiss
when we are alone
when nobody's watchin'
we might take it home
we might make out
when nobody's there
it's not that we're scared
it's just that it's delicate
so why d'ya fill my sorrow
with the words you've borrowed
from the only place you've known
why d'ya sing hallelujah
if it means nothin' to ya
why d'ya sing with me at all?
we might live
like never before
when there's nothin' to give
how can we ask for more?
we might make love
in some sacred place
that look on your face
is delicate
so why d'ya fill my sorrow
with the words you've borrowed
from the only place you've known
why d'ya sing hallelujah
if it means nothin' to ya
why d'ya sing with me at all?
-Muse,Delicate
I feel bad for breaking poor Demys heart.I hoped you liked and I would love to add another Chap. so please tell me if I should.=)
Trust me Demys Heart won't be broken for long for those words Zexion Said were a mere lie.
Thanks for reading.3