Title: To love the unloved

Warning: Rape, Murder,Mpreg if any of these are touchy subjects don't read any further

AU

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto or any of the characters O.o

A.N: Thoughts are in Italics and these: -- mean there's a time line. Well this is my first fan fiction so yea I like long story's so it'll be long but please review seeing as this is my first one I'll take as much criticism as I can to make it better for your benefit ()

Chapter 1

"I do not need this right now you know that right," said Sasuke, walking through the local counseling center corridors. He'd been through the same routine for the last five years, he was pretty sure that he didn't need counseling anymore, he thought he seemed okay and he wasn't having as many nightmares as he had been having when he was eleven.

But that's not what Kakashi his foster parent thought, apparently he was having trouble with depression and had very bad insomnia lately. You'd think that he'd know himself better than his foster parent, but he wasn't about to argue or he might be put in counseling three times a week 'jeez'he shuddered at the thought. "Oh yes you do don't start complaining after five years I'll be here at 5:30 sharp with Sayuri, don't pull anything funny, see ya," replied Kakashi turning towards the exit.

Sasuke was everyone's favorite thing to talk about, after having Itachi his mentally ill brother make him watch while he killed his parents, raped him brutally, and then killed himself. Of course a case like this would be on the 7:00 news for weeks and weeks to come. Konoha was a big town and news like this spread faster than a wildfire.

He was of course sent to foster care, but still attended his old school. It was a magnet for violence, ridicule, and drugs. They weren't so forgiving of the situation he was put in, and they let him know loud and clear. He didn't talk to anyone, for fear of breaking down and crying. It had only been when Kakashi had adopted him that he felt, somewhat, secure. He hadn't said a word to him either, but after finding out he was pregnant, he was forced to say something.

Oh yes, he got pregnant. After thinking the worst was over and he could finally, maybe, get some peace and quiet, be a bit normal, he found out he was having his own brothers offspring. Kakashi his foster parent had been very supportive of him, but the kids at his school didn't see it that way they'd seen him as an eleven year old incestuous whore who enjoyed the sex with his brother, and deserved to die during childbirth.

But that was kids going through puberty for ya, you couldn't do anything about it Sasuke had had other things to worry about. Being eleven years old, pregnant, not fully developed, and having your brother as the father could put a lot of stress on his body. He didn't have time for stress and with the constant worrying his baby would come out deformed, but because of his family blood it especially didn't help.

But seven months later he'd given birth to a beautiful baby girl named Sayuri, and she was the best thing he could've asked for, but he also had to grow up very fast while taking care of her.

"Uchiha, Sasuke Iruka is ready for you!" Called one of the receptionists.

"Here I go," mumbled Sasuke. He got up from his seat and walked into Iruka's office. Iruka immediately smiled, he'd been counseling Sasuke for years he'd grown so much in the last five years " Hello Sasuke how've you been?" asked Iruka smiling.

"Fine."

Iruka smirked, the famous Uchiha Sasuke answer. "Listen Kakashi's been talking to me about sending you back to public sch--"

"WHAT? ... NO!" an enraged Sasuke yelled. He was not going back to that life again not with those self absorbed little whiney asses who had no idea about the pain he had felt.

Iruka stared at Sasuke blankly. 'So that's what Kakashi meant when he said keep it on he down low ...crap'. "Uh well lets talk about it first before you get all hostile on me ... It's not my fault! ... I mean well your sixteen Sasuke you've been raising a kid for four years, and you've been doing a very good job at it might I add. I've talked to many teenage parents before and not many have it all together the way you do, but you can find time for yourself Sasuke. It hurts Kakashi to see you alone you know you're like a son to him he wants to see you have fun once in a while.

Sasuke sighed. "Keep going Iruka." Iruka inwardly smiled he knew Sasuke would listen if he brought Kakashi's feelings up

Sasuke just sat there on the bench waiting for Kakashi to pick him up the talk with Iruka made the situation seem less horrifying then it was, but he still wasn't ready. After all the ridiculing and taunting he couldn't handle it someone had gone as far as to write "Fag" on his locker he just couldn't go back to that, as much as he tried to hide it experience always ate away at his heart. 'But it is high school maybe they'd be understanding I mean alot people go through this in high school maybe they'll realize how I felt ... yeah right'.

The sound of an engine broke Sasuke from his thoughts, he looked up and saw Kakashi pull up with Sayuri. "Daddy!" Sayuri yelled as she jumped out of the car and onto Sasuke, this instantly brought a smile to his face.

"Hey Sayuri how was kindergarten today?" asked Sasuke while picking sayuri up to bring her to his side.

" It was fun me and Momo made art with pastels! And then went to play outside where Dai-chan and his friends kept teasing us, so me and Momo decided to get the paste in the classroom and pour it down their pants ... it was fun you should've seen it daddy!" Giggled Sayuri with as much glee as her five year old mind would allow her.

"Wow that's some accomplishment Sayuri I think you deserve a treat hmm how about ice cream when we get home," snickered Sasuke. 'Lets just hope she doesn't end shoving a pencil up their asses next time I do not have the money to pay for medical bills'.

"OI you two get in the car!" Yelled Kakashi. Sasuke looked at Kakashi he'd talk to him about it later he didn't need Sayuri to hear them squabble.

Sasuke sat in his bedroom staring at the ceiling contemplating whether he should bitch at Kakashi or smack him upside the head but he'd have to make a decision soon seeing as Kakashi was knocking on the door.

"Hey can I talk to you for a minute?" Asked Kakashi letting himself in taking a seat at the desk. " I needed to talk to you about sc--"

"School? yeah I know" Interrupted Sasuke.

"He told you!" 'Dammit for someone who has PhD in phsycology he can pretty damn soft in the head'.

"Yeah pretty much and seeing as I'm not going, you can pretty much end the conversation here and now, cause I'm not ready to go and quite frankly I don't wantto go," snapped Sasuke.

'I knew he wasn't gonna make it easy', Thought Kakashi.

"Look Sasuke your a good student, wise beyond your years you get incredible marks while still taking care of Sayuri I couldn't possibly ask much more of you, but I want you to get out sometimes. It seems as though the only life you have is Sayuri and school, I'm tired of seeing you like this, go to do some shots with some friends, go to some party's, tee pee some houses SOMETHING"!

"So let me get this straight you want me to go to school, NOT to get an education but to do illegalactivities with friends that could possibly get me put in the slammer for months, maybe even years? Really Kakashi is that the smartest thing to do, especially when I've got a five year old on my hands I'd think you'd be a bit more "responsible" than that" said Sasuke.

"God damn Sasuke you know that's not what I mean look can't we just compromise on this or something? Cmon!" Pleaded Kakashi.

"Maybe next year," said Sasuke.

'Next year will be to late,' thought Kakashi. "How about we try this for one semester? If it doesn't work out I'll take you out of school, no questions asked, that's not to much to ask" said Kakashi.

'One semester? Eh that shouldn't be to long I think I can handle it ... probably ... and it'll make him happy ... .' "Ok I'll try ONE semester but I'm not guaranteeing more than that". 'Jeez I probably just screwed myself over just now'.

Okay Sasuke here we are Konoha High," said Kakashi smiling excited for his son to go through this experience.

But for Sasuke this was anything but exciting this was nerve racking more than likely he was going to see at least 90 of all the kids who made fun of him in elementary he knew this was gonna be tough. 'sigh' he got out of the car slammed the door and took a look at the school he'd be attending people were already recognizing him whispering and staring 'One semester'thought Sasuke 'Just one semester'.

End Chapter

A.N: Yay! Jeez this took longer then expected well I hope you like so PLEASE review I want to know what I can do to make it better you can give me suggestions .. remember this is my first time writing so don't be BRUTAL now well yea REVIEW D p.s. I edited this a bit trust me my other chapters are much better!