Vindication
Through Hard work you receive your just awards, ne?
If you study, you will get better grades.
If you swim each day, you will eventually become faster.
If you stop lying for a day it will be easier to avoid the sinister act the next day, and the next and the next until lying is a distant memory you no longer think about.
Kicking a habit can't be done through hard work though because no matter what direction you take temptation will always lays just around the corner, down the street or in the next town. It's never far away yet it is never close enough - long enough - to allow you to become immune.
I lie, you lie and we all lie together in the steaming heap of shit that we ourselves have caused.
Let he who has not sinned cast the first stone.
You cannot criticise me because as we lie in the aftermath of what has happened the night before, happened in Nihon and is sure as hell to happen again: as you lie through your fucking teeth.
Held in your arms, you whisper into the shell of my ear that it's just a mutual need, a common practice between mature adults. Nothing more and nothing less and if it is then God be damned.
Let's just ignore the fact that you won't let go of me even as I move to ready myself for the day and clean up the mess caused. That your arms tighten and the whispering becomes all the more desperate.
It's nothing.
You're lying and for the life of me,
As your arms tighten to the point where I can't breathe,
I should know which ones are fiction and the others facts.
It's just that I still carry insecurities and occasionally need to lie to myself too.
The dawn is breaking,
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you.
I'm open,
You're closed.
Collide: Howie Day
It's not really a 'song-fic', its just that I remembered the song once I had finished it and I couldn't help but feel that it fitted ^^.
Everyone should listen to Family Force 5: Dance or Die.
On other notes, don't you all find that Fish and Chips are yummy! Especially in the fanfiction variety??!?!?!