I am Monster

by Tick-Tock Dearie Tick-Tock

Erm. I kinda wrote this in the eyes of Jasper. This isn't /really/ Twilight, as far as the story goes. It's more of just the astranged feelings one may have, when coming to terms with becoming a newborn creature of the night.

I am not myself.

I am.

Monster.

L O S T. [searching]

Finding.

Losing.

Angry Red. Battered Black. Quaking Blue.

Waiting.

Watching.

Hoping to die. Hoping to survive.

Burn. Crash. L I V E.

Red to Gold.

Fade to Black.

Fight.

Hunger. Feed. Dismay.

Nothing gold can stay.

Sit. Wait. Breathe.

In.

Out.

Falling. Failing. Loosing direction. Seeking

Redemption.

Stop.

Sit.

Wait.

Breathe.

In. Out.

In

Out.

Need. Want. Fear. Lying.

Living.

Or am I?

I am not myself.

I am Monster.

Breathe.

No.

More.