Dear Reader, a naruto fanfic

this came to me too, it made me cry as i typed it out

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Dear Reader

By Mademoiselle Spider Lily

Dear Reader,

If I told you I trust you, would you believe me?

If I told you I loved you, what would you do then?

But you'll never hear that from my lips.

But that doesn't mean I've never said it.

Tho I may be only 15 years old I have said it with feeling, with heart and meant it.

Who was this person you ask, that I made my heart felt confession too.

It was my best friend.

And I swear I meant it, but that may have been why I was rejected .

He may accept in time.

It hurt, it felt like my heart was being ripped from my body by his stone cold words of indifference.

It hurt so much and I couldn't help it.

I cried for the first time that I could remember, and all because of him.

No I will not say his name.

It hurts to much to think, to feel.

I see him every day. live with him in a way.

I'm beaten down in fights every day by him and yet....

I think I have begone to loose my youthfulness.

As my teacher says.

I may die the way things are heading.

In my life doing something, many who do not live in the world i live in would call insane.

But I love what I do.

I throw sharp things every day for a living.

So in conclusion dear reader I have just had my heart ripped from my chest by a cruel, unfeeling, bastard.

Who is so beautiful to me in so many ways.

And is someone who I would risk my life for any day of the week.

Till the next time dear reader, for i hope you come again.

yours truly,

The Weapon Mistress

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