This is a story that I made to Katy Perry's song- Thinking of You. I hope you like it. (:

DISCLAIMER: I do not own twilight. But I DO own the story plot. (Kinda sorta, since it's kinda sorta after the song (: )

I do have another story, but it's not finished. Read that to please, just go on my page. (:

The sun was shining thickly through the open windows; I was awake, of course. He was still asleep, which I was thankful of. I quietly got out of the bed, making sure I didn't disturb his sleeping, and went to my vanity to sit.

I opened the only drawer and grabbed the black book that had the hidden picture of the man that I loved so dearly. I ran my hand over it. He was in his army uniform, staring in the distance, it was only a head shot though, from the shoulder up. He looked so handsome and brave in this. I put it in-between the mirror so it could hang and just stared at it. Remembering all of the memories to where things were perfect and worry- free.

I felt a tear roll down my cheek. I quickly swiped it away before it could land on my peach silk robe. I got up, took the picture down so that Jacob wouldn't see it, and went into the living area to the window. When I looked out, I saw Edward and me riding on his bicycle with me in between the handlebars laughing. That memory was so long ago. It was in happier times. Even though he told me to move on, I couldn't help but hold on even harder to him. Even though he told me that there were other fish in the sea that would be there for me all of the time, I didn't want to swim away from him. But I had too. I had to test the waters like he told me. That's how I met Jacob. He was delivering the mail to me and it just kind of started.

Jacob was married and lived in La Push. I guess I should be bothered by the fact that he was cheating on his wife, but my mind didn't really care due to the fact that I was always thinking of Edward. Every time that Jacob kissed me I thought of the way Edward kissed me. His kisses were tender and filled with care, as to where Jacobs were urgent and a little rough. Every time Jacob pulled me into him, I always felt horrible and just disgusted that I would do that. It felt like I was the one that was cheating, though I wasn't.

I just couldn't let go of him. I wouldn't. All of the things we did together were special. The afternoon picnics and bike rides, the swimming in the water hole by the beautiful bank with the furry little animals and tall trees. Everything.

The only thing Jacob did with me was physical, and I didn't like that very much. He was very demanding and controlling with what he wanted. I don't know if I really loved him or not. Maybe slightly, but not as much as Edward. Never as much as Edward.

I was still at the window when Jacob came up behind me and wrapped his arm around my waist and turned me to him. My head was still looking at the window so he took my chin and jerked it towards his lips to kiss me. I kissed him back and told my mind to act happy. Jacob always fell for my fake facades at happiness. I was not happy, but I was not going to tell Jacob that. Or let him see it in my face. He didn't know about Edward and I was going to keep it that way.

Edward and I still wrote letters to each other now and then. He was fighting for our country right now overseas. WWW II was underway and he was stationed to Japan. I was scared for him; I didn't want him to leave me for life. I couldn't bear it if he left me. The earth was crumble beneath me and I would slip through the cracks.

All the while of me thinking of this, Jacob was still placing kisses on me. My neck, jaw, lips, shoulder, everything was being attacked by Jacob. I tried to pull him away, but he just locked my arms in place, picked me up, and took me back into my bedroom. He threw me down on my bed and started to kiss me again and take off my robe. I had my heels on still, but somehow he managed to take them off.

I couldn't take it anymore; I would not let him do this to me. I flung him off with all of my strength.

"That's enough Jacob. We did it last night, I don't want to today." I said as I grabbed my robe and pulled it over my black lingerie. I bent down and put my heels back on.

"Come on Bella, what's the problem?" he said coming behind me and rubbing my arms and bending his head in the crook of my neck, breathing in my scent. Edward used to do that all of the time to me, it made me get a big lump in my throat.

"I just don't feel like it right now." I went to my vanity and started to brush through my long, brown, hair. It was naturally curly and easy to brush.

"What are you talking about? We always did this before; at night and in the morning." Jacob looked like he was getting annoyed with me for rejecting him.

"No we didn't. And besides, you need to go to your wife anyways. You haven't been home in over 2 days." I continued to brush my hair and continued to ignore Jacobs's eyes.

He scoffed a little as he got out of my bed, got dressed in his trousers and suspenders, putting on his white dress shirt and square glasses. He looked kinda cute in them to be honest.

"You're right. I have to work anyways." That was the last thing he said before he stormed out of my room and slammed the front door, making the screen smack against the frame. I cringed little at the sound of it. Nothing was worse than Jacob being mad. And I especially didn't like it when he was mad at me, but I couldn't let him keep doing that to me. I wasn't in the mood and Jacob is just going to have to deal with that.

Once I knew for sure that he was gone, I took the picture back up in the mirror and sighed. I looked at it for a while before I took out my stationary and began to write Edward a letter. I told him how much I missed him and how I wish I could see him. About how I always long for the day that I would see him and be in his muscular arms. And lastly I put how much I loved him. I kissed the letter with my red lipstick lips so he would know that I sent him a kiss and put it in an envelope.

I changed out of my robe and into my white summer dress. It was what I wore when I was going to town. I put a yellow flower in my hair and left my house, grabbing my small, yellow umbrella for when the sun got to bright and my flower basket with my letter to Edward in it. I covered it with the flowers that I was going to sell today to avoid people asking about it. I kept my and Edward's letter passing a secret so no one would know. Every time he sent me a letter, he made it seem like it was more of a gift so that no one would be suspicious either.

I lived a little bit out in the country, about 10 minutes away from Forks, Washington. I began to walk down the dirt road slowly, wanting to take my time so that I could think more of Edward.

So I hoped you liked this chapter, I really do. If you don't get this just go watch Thinking of You by Katy Perry and it will become more clear.

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I really hope you liked this chapter, there's more to come. (: