I hold my tounge
I bite my lip
I resist your hugs
They all make me want you more
The make me want to break down
To give up my secret
But we're friends
Close as can be
Brother and Sister
almost...
yet the feelings are so much more
for me anyway...
I watch you
Watch me
Guy after guy
jerk following jerk
asshole after asshole
you dont understand
you never would
never will
You tell me
Im too good for them
but then you seem to say
your too good for me
never in plain english though...
you say stop wasting my time on them
should I stay home
and waste it on
thinking of you
When I know they
atleast look at me
as a girl
good enough to date
not a buddy
not just one of the guys
I thought you would relise that after puberty
aparently not...
So I just keep holding my tounge
biting my lip
and resisting your hugs
they will ruin me
break me down
make me profess
my love for you
I dont want to lose you as my best friend
but then again
you were never MINE
to lose...