Without you in my life

Hello? Are you still here?

You where always by my side

Making me have nothing to ever fear

Now that you are gone, my world have been turned into dark shallows leaving me left with no one to confide

Are you still here with me in this forsaken life?

Hello? Are you still there?

I guess not...

All that is left now is heartbreaking memories of what was never going to be

I can no longer be affected by this burden anymore

For I've found the love from yet another being

One being so cold yet so unemotional

Words cannot describe my feelings from which I hold

This is where I firmly stand

I'm living in a lie that has controlled my entire life

Now is the time it needs to stop

Can't you understand?

My feelings for you were once so true

The bond we once created has been shattered

There is no turning back to make amends to my broken heart

Why can't you see?

What lies in the past has to stay in the past

We cannot alter the past

We can however re-write our futures for they are not set in stone just yet

This is the present, our future where anything can happen

Our lives are not sealed neither are broken

Everyone is just like a blank book

Its pages are waiting to be filled and when that happens

Thus a story is created and born

I'm still waiting for my story to unfold

If that is going to ever happen

I'll have to let go of you first

Don't be angry or hurt with me

This is a hard enough decision I ever had to make

Your chance has been ruined already

I guess this really shows,

What goes around, comes around in the very end