The sane world that no one understands

by Kay-xP-J14

Snapped!America story. Part 2 of "Losing the Revolutionary." America lost the Revolutionary War, he was taken by England, who tortured him. The other countries decided to help save America. After England is killed by France, America blames himself and everyone around him. Years later America becomes insane and can't trust anyone. He turns to self harm and wants everything to end.

1. Chapter 1

I sat in the darkness, on the ledge for too long. 'When will I jump' ... 'When will I fall?' I looked down into the deep dark abyss, just waiting for something to call my name. Something to pull me into the world that I never wanted to embrace. The light use to call my name but in this little hell of mine, there is no light, none at all. The only light I have is the flame of fire that surrounds me. 'Maybe he was right, I shouldn't have of started this. This ... little hell of mine. It's so personalized that it still blows my mind.' I stood there on the ledge thinking about the fall. 'Will my life flash before my eyes, bringing the good feelings back, maybe even bring the good feelings that I once had?' I took one last breath and dove into the darkness that I have always known.

The fail was quick but relaxing, I knew the pain would stop after my body hit the ground. I grew a smile on my face, as I saw the ground was coming closer and closer. I greeted death with a warm welcome. All I wanted was the pain to stop. I hit the ground with a boom sound. I could feel numbness, no more pain, no more misery. I felt coldness tingle everywhere in my body. Everything went dark after that, no more sound, no more sight, no more feelings, no more anything just the darkness that surrounds me.

Minutes later I heard a police whistle coming from the distance.