Chapter 1

Chad made his way through the halls of Stage 3 until he finally reached Sonny's wardrobe. He was furious at her and her cast mates because of their last sketch. They've made fun of Mackenzie Falls and him again. But that was enough. This crossed his nerves barrier. He had enough to be attacked by kids with jokes from all around.

He kicked the door open and rushed in. He found nobody inside. Anger made him squeeze his fists and growl. And then suddenly someone came from behind the curtain. It was Sonny with a smile on her face. When she noticed him she smiled wide.

"Oh hey Chad. I didn't hear you come in" she said rather pleasingly. It didn't soften him in any way, quite the contrary. He stood closer to her, red shade arises on his whole face. She dropped her smile quickly, noticing something wasn't right.

"What's wrong?" she immediately asked and placed her hand on his arm. He jerked it off and clenched his teeth

"You think that's funny?" her face expression turned into confused one.

"What are you talking about?"

"Hah like you don't know... stop playing with me, you exactly know what I'm talking about" Sonny just shook her head as an answer.

"Your stupid sketch. That's what I'm talking about. You think that was funny" he repeated his question, anger obvious in his voice. Sonny all of a sudden smirked at him

"Oh come on Chad, that's the reason why you're so angry?" He only tighten his jaw even more

"Ok you're over reacting now, calm down" she placed her hand once again on his arm, but he instantly yanked it. Sonny moaned from the pain as she managed to look at him, her eyes started watering when she saw the look on his face didn't change, even grew more.

"I hate that your stupid show, these your stupid "friends"..." he did the quotation mark on the last word

"but you know who is the worst?" Sonny took few steps backwards but he at the same time made his way forward keeping the same small space between both of them. She was actually a little scared seeing him this way. He looked like he was about to explode in any second.

"You! You and these bitchy things you are doing to me" Sonny's brows clenched as confusion enfolded her face again. What was he talking about now?

"Wait what do you mean? Is this all about the sketch anyways?" Chad cut the eye contact with her for a moment and then looked deep in her eyes

"You always bother me with your cuteness and laughs and charm only to make fun of me later behind my back" Sonny's heart came to her throat as she realized what he was saying

"Don't you care enough to see what you're doing to me? I am messing my lines while rehearsing, I can't even think properly when I'm alone, all this because of you. You give me hope..." Sonny was sobbing at him as he took her arm sharply and squeezed it as hard as he could. She could feel the blood stop running to the rest of her hand. And then she noticed a single tear on his cheek

"... and then once again you put a knife into my back, making fun of me with your cast, in front of the whole world" another tear fell down his face

"I hate you Sonny" he jerked her few times while repeating it again. The whole world fell down in front of her eyes as she heard his voice saying how much he hated her, the one person she deeply loved inside, hated her. She couldn't even think anymore what was she doing when she pulled away and ran out from the studio, crying loud. It was dark and was raining. She sat in her car barely seeing anything as she heard his voice yelling from far away to 'stop' and 'wait'. But she couldn't. His words hang inside her head. She felt like the only way that left was running away because nothing else came to her mind.

She pulled off the parking lot and drove straight the rode, having no clue where to go. The speed was growing seconds by seconds. Chad realized that he did something really bad yelling at her and telling her all this, but at the same time he felt like he couldn't stop. He never expected her to react that way. He was now worried that something could happen to her.

Chad ran to his car and drove after her. She was still crying even harder than before. He gripped on the wheel as he tried to catch her. Then suddenly only one thing he could hear. A crash. He froze when he finally realized what happened.

He ran from his car to the burning one. He was screaming and crying her name when he tried to get closer to the wreck. When he finally passed all the fire, he pulled her out and took her body into his arms. He placed her on the ground away from the wrecks. Chad was screaming and asking God for help. He regretted all the words he said. If it wasn't him, she would still be there, in her dressing room, smiling and being safe. Now all because of him she was dieing in his arms.

He sat there holding her, not caring that his whole shirt was in her blood, not realizing that behind him the ambulance stopped and then people took her away from him. He didn't want to live. He wished to be in that car when the track hit it

Chad was sitting on the ground, crying for a long time. When he calmed down it was early morning. Around 3 am. He was sitting there in rain not caring to get up and check if Sonny was ok, if she was still alive. He wanted to die.

Finally Chad managed to get up to drive to the nearest hospital hoping she was there. He asked for her in the reception but the woman didn't have anyone with this name in the base. When Chad was about to leave she said that a young girl was brought few hours ago after the accident. He knew it was her but why didn't they know her name? He said that it has to be her and the woman nodded and led him to the room number 18.

Chad came to the door and stopped for a moment to take a deep breath, then he decided to open it. She was laying on the bed, her head in bandage, her face pale, deeply scratched on the right side. For him she looked like she was sleeping. To his surprise nobody was with her.

He came closer to her and sat on the edge of bed. Chad took her hand in his own and massaged it lightly with his thumb

"I can't believe I took you here" a single tear made it's way down his cheek. Few minutes later the silence was broken by the man who came to the room.

"Oh thank God somebody has finally been found" Chad looked at him confused

"What do you mean?"

"We were looking for someone from her family or friends but unfortunately she had no documents with her"

"She's Sonny Munroe! The girl from So Random!" Chad quickly explained to the man who was standing next to the bed but he only shook his head in answer that said he had no idea what Chad was talking about.

"So how is she?" Chad broke the silence

"Well unfortunately we can't get her off the coma" What? Did he said coma? Chad froze in fear.

"There are small chances that she will get through this" the doctor said and in a minute or two he walked away. Chad just sit there, holding her hand, not believing what he just heard.

After 3 weeks she was still in coma. They took her to the special place where Chad wasn't allowed to be. He could visit her only once a day.

He hid himself inside his lonely, big house, not allowing anyone in. He stopped showing on the set, meeting people. He was sitting in one room for days, waiting for the call from hospital. Hoping that one day she would wake up and forgive him. He blocked all the other numbers to not bother him.

Chad even composed a song. He played it on his piano over and over again, every time crying, not being able to finish. He had her picture with a yellow flower on the piano. Every time he looked at it, guild was filling his whole body. He should be the one laying there now.

One day when he ended up crying, reminding himself how much he missed her voice, smile, laugh, the loud noise rang through the room. He picked up and when he heard the news, the tears fell down harder. They wanted to unplug her if she won't wake up until the next week. They didn't see any chances for her to get awake anymore.

Chad collapsed on the ground, took his face in his hands and cried his eyes out

"Sonny please forgive me"