A/N: this is a story I originally posted on and have since edited upon posting here and will proceed to post an edited version on Quotev
Chapter 1
Well I'm going to Sev's house with Lily. I have my trunk, my owl (a barn owl) named Spot, my journal, and my wand. We arrive at Sev's house and his mom apperates us to Kings Cross. She's like a second mother to me- actually she is the mother I've always wanted. We got onto the train and I proced to find an empty compartment. I thought I was going to be lucky. After we departed the station Potter and Black found me.
"Well look who we have here Padfoot" Potter said. " It looks like the freak."
"Will you leave me alone?" I asked quietly.
"But that would be to easy" Black said.
Suddenly I felt a surging pain shoot through my abdomen, followed by my face, then my shoulder. They were punching me... Just as suddenly my savior: Severus Tobias Snape walked in.
"Potter, Black, leave Cassy alone" He said.
"Now why would we do that Snivulus?" Potter asked.
"Get the fuck out of here" I said.
"Aw is the freak gonna cry?" Potter teased.
I just pushed passed them with my robes and my bag. I went to the girls bathroom. I could feel my anxiety and a bunch of emotions just flare up at once. Thank heavens for silencing and healing charms I think feeling the blood slide down my wrist. I changed into my robes. I went back to my compartment. Sev was sitting there.
"Hi Sev"
"Hey Cassy"
"So what did you need?"
"I came in here to see if you wanted to sit with Lily and I?"
"No thanks Sev"
"Cassy?"
"Yeah?"
He grabbed my arm pulling up my sleeve.
"When?"
"A while"
"Why?"
"You know why"
"Really Cassy I can't believe you why didn't you tell me. Why didn't you come and talk to me. I'm sorry but if you couldn't tell me about this. I don't think I can trust you anymore."
"Sev please"
"No Cassandra" he sneered. Great I just lost my only friend.
I grabbed my journal and wrote:
September 1, 1975
Sev just broke our friendship. I have nothing to live for now. I just want it all to end. I'm not going to do that to Lily though. Even with how she, Mom, Dad, and Petunia treat me. Dads beating was worse than the last. I'm going to ask Madam Promfrey to heal my arm and leg.
Casandra Siera Evans
The train came to a halt, I waited for the crowd to die down before I got out and headed for the carriges. The only one left was with...
Who was in the last carriage? Will she kill herself? Find out next chapter.