To Kate,
I`m sorry I was always being nosy. I apologize for all the pranks I played on you. I`m sorry for blackmailing you with the picture of you winning the wet t-shirt contest. I was younger and immature then. I was so foolish. It is only now, you're gone, I realise what you meant to me. You were like a sister to me. We fought like siblings. We played pranks on McGee. I miss you so much. I look across the room only to see an empty desk. I remember you would recline there while sketching us in your sketchbook. You would sketch everyone, me, Probie, Gibbs, Abi and Ducky. You were brilliant at drawing. You would have made a top-notch artist. Now you never can.
I remember when I had the plague. You stayed in the quarantine chamber with me so I would not panic. You were so compassionate then. I never had a chance to thank you though. Now I never can.
Gibbs killed Ari eventually. The scumbag who killed you is long since dead. Thinking back to when you died, why did Ari choose you? He had clear shots at you, me and Gibbs. It was Gibbs he hated though. Why did he choose you? Nothing`s the same without you. You were the smart one among the team.
We have a new Probie. Except she is better trained than the rest of us (Gibbs not included.) Except she is a liaison officer with Mossad. Her name is Ziva. She is so irritating. Yet we unite in the cause of playing tricks on dear McGee. That reminds me of the conversation we had on the day, you said any of us could die any day we came into work. It proved true.
I loved you Kate. Although I never told you. You were always cheery and friendly. You also hated me and loved to tease or outsmart me. The last thing is you were beautiful. Your hazel eyes were alive with passion. Your hair was like an Angel`s.
I wish I had realised how I felt about you before. I can only grieve about you.
Goodbye dear Kate. I will always remember you.
From Tony.