So this is the sequel to Secretly Missing you, or really the third book in the series, whatever you want to call it
Summary-Cammie's finally made her choice, Zach. But how do things end up with Ben? Can she manage to still be friends with the guy she thought was the love of her life? And how will Zach deal with Cammie's breakdowns? R&R
Chapter 1
Cammie looked at Zach and smiled as they both headed back to her car. Cammie headed to her car and Zach followed behind bags in hand when Cammie comes to a sudden halt. "Where going to have to take different cars Zach" Cammie says as Zach face palms.
"Geez, I'm so with it today. I'll meet you back at my place?" Zach asks a smirk spread across his face as per usual. "Okay, I'll walk you to your car then and honestly let me help you carry your bags" Cammie says looking into Zach's green eyes as she grabs his suitcase and starts hauling it back onto the footpath. "Cammie, pass the suitcase back here. I'll carry it. Honestly, I can handle it" Zach says catching up to her as Cammie grips onto the suitcase tightly. "Cammie? Pass the suitcase back, I'm the gentlemen here, pass the suitcase here" Zach says as Cammie laughs.
"You gentlemen?" Cammie says letting out another laugh as Zach smirks.
"And what are you supposed to be? A fine lady?" Zach says in an English voice causing Cammie to burst out laughing, Zach steals the suitcase. "Fine. Gentlemen, you can carry it. I'll go back to my car" Cammie says in an English accent, as Zach turns his attention to Cammie looking into her eyes as he drops the suitcase down next to him and puts a strand of hair behind Cammie's ear as he kisses her forehead. "is that better?" Zach asks as Cammie blushes.
"I love you Zach" Cammie says pulling Zach in for an embrace as her thoughts drifted to Ben.
What am I going to say to him? Oh I prefer Zach over you, bye! I still loved Ben, I didn't want to hurt him, not after the promise I'd made to him, I always let him down, always.
Tears began streaming down Cammie's face as Zach lifted Cammie off him slightly to see her eyes full of tears, Zach's eyes filled with hurt as he pulled Cammie closer. "Cammie we can't do this here" Zach says rubbing circles along her back as Cammie lifts her hands to wipe the tears as she pulls away from Zach, her eyes puffy red. "I'll meet you at your place then?" Cammie asks as Zach nods giving her a kiss on the cheek as he whispers in her ear "Cammie, I'll be there for you, always" Zach says walking off. Cammie sighs as she heads to the car and her phone goes off. She answers it.
"hey this is Cammie" she says in a rather sweet tone.
"Cam, this is Ben's mum, Ben tried to kill himself" she says and Cammie almost drops the phone.
"I'm coming right over" she says ending the call as she heads to her car and speeds down the road, tears streaming down her face as she parks at Ben's place. She grabs the tissue box from the console of the car and knocks on the door, as Ben's mum answers. She gives Cammie a smile.
"Did he do it because of me?" Cammie says stuttering to find the words. Ben's mum gives me a sad smile as she pulls me in for a hug. Cammie pulls away after a few moments and looks at her tears streaming down both of there faces. "What happened?" Cammie asks politely as Ben's mum blows her nose. "I walked in to Ben's room to check up on him and see him with a knife against his chest. I looked at him shocked and took the knife off him and called you straight afterwards. Any idea what would make him want to do that? I mean a mother never wants to see her child in tears much less about to kill themselves" she says as she lets out a sob, Cammie puts a supporting hand on her shoulder. "Cam I see him?" Cammie asks as she nods leading her to Ben's room to find Ben sitting cross legged on his bed listening to music. He sees Cammie and pulls the earphones out as Ben's mum leaves closing the door. "You promised me you wouldn't do this again" Cammie says walking closer to Ben who sighs. "And you promised me we'd get married someday, things change pretty quickly huh?" Ben asks as Cammie looks at him questionably.
"What?" Cammie asks as Ben looks at her and sighs.
"I saw the rose Zach gave you, the love of my life? And I know you went to the Airport to get him" Ben says as Cammie looks at him and sighs taking a seat next to him.
"You're the love of my life Cammie, I didn't know what I'd do without you by my side" Ben says letting out a sob as Cammie puts her arms around him when her phone goes off.
"Who is it?" Ben asks as Cammie looks at the ID, Zach.
"Zach" she mumbles.
"Cammie, answer it" Ben says annoyed by the ring tone Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis.
"No, you're more important" Cammie says declining the call.
"Now here's what we're going to do, I'm going to show you around town, and name all the reasons why you should want to live okay?" Cammie says tears streaming down her face.
"Okay then Cammie" Ben says clearing the tears from her eyes.
So what did you think of the opening chapter? Like it? Love it? Let me know :)