Die already
Remus Lupin sat up in bed, he looked around, panic emanating from his brown eyes. "Go away." He whispered painfully. His hands gripped the sheets of his bed, clinging to them as if his life depended on it. "Just go away."
Vanish.
Disappear
It would be better off without you
"Stop it!' He covered his ears with his hands, shaking his head from side to side. "Please….just…stop." He pleaded.
Monster
Useless
Everyone hates you
You don't deserve them
You don't deserve anyone
Tears began descending down his scarred cheeks. His shoulders shook as he sobbed, begging and pleading for the voices in his head to stop. "Go away…leave me alone."
"Remus?" He looked up, brown eyes locked on onyx ones filled with concern. "Remus what's wrong?" Sirius ran to Remus side. "Are you hur-"
He was cut off as Remus threw himself into Sirius arms, gripping the collar of his shirt with shaky hands. Sirius stared down with wide eyes. "Remus?" He asked, worry filled in his voice.
"The voices…they wont stop." He sobbed. Sirius sighed heavily, wrapping his arms around Remus.
"Shhh it's ok Remus." He stroked his hair soothingly and gently, fearing that the smallest force could brake him into pieces. "Just focus on my voice ok?"
Remus nodded slowly.
Die
He flinched, gripping Sirius shirt harder. "Shhh Remus" Remus looked up at him, tears still spilling out of his eyes. "It's ok now" Said Sirius, wiping the tears away, "I love you and I'm always going to be here for you, I promise." He bent down and kissed Remus softly on his head.
Time past and the voices soon subsided, the young werewolf stayed in Sirius arms until he drifted back to sleep, his demons calmed just by the voice of his reason for living.
