AN: This is my first SOA fanfic, so please go a bit easy on me. And I would love some advice. And this a going to be a series of one shots that show Jax's life with my OC I created. Tara never came back just so everyone knows.

Jax couldn't remember when the first time he met her was. All he knows is that his first thoughts were that she was beautiful. He would watch her work in the garage with the guys. She never flirted, just shot back witty remarks if Tig or Chibs would hit on her. Her long wavy brown hair was streaked with black and red and during work; it was almost always in a beanie or ball cap. He was pretty sure she had every color of chuck taylors that had ever been made. He had never seen her in a dress, even at the parties she wore sky high heels with her ripped up jeans and cut off shorts. She was the most unique thing he had ever set his eyes on. Her body was amazing, for being only about 5'3, she had curves for days and she had a variety of small tattoos and Jax thought that each one added to her beauty. She told him once that each represented a time or event in her life. His favorite was one he had gone with her to get. It was about 6 months after he married Wendy and she had just finished her degree in accounting (an added bonus to her place at TM). She told him that she wanted something to represent her "college" years. He didn't want to tell her that those years were just like all the other years she spent in Charming; she had only gone to Charming junior college for 2 years and spent just as much time as she ever did at the garage. She decided to get a lotus flower on the back of her neck. She told him that the lotus grows in mud but they are pure white. Beauty in ugliness. Jax just nodded his head and thought to himself that she was completly right. This girl didn't belong in this life, but she accepted it as hers and so did he. She was always honest and talkative around him, but he found it hard not to tell her how he really saw her when having a conversation. Each tattoo was bright and colorful against her tan skin. He was pretty sure she was part Puerto Rican, since her last name was latin. And she once said something about her Irish temper, so the other half must have been Irish.

He wished that he could forget Wendy and just tell her that he thought she was the most beautiful thing in the world, but he couldn't. Besides the fact that he was pretty sure she just saw him as her friend, Kozik would kill him. Kozik had been seeing her for a while, well if you could call fucking on a regular basis seeing each other. Jax hated them together, Koz was about 10 years older than her and he was just using her as a fuck buddy everytime he was in Charming. She told Jax when it started that it was just sex and she had a thing for blondes. Well, at least he had a chance there. When Gemma found Wendy pregnant in a puddle of blood, it was her who called and told him. She was already at the hospital when he got there, she held him as the doctor told them what Abel's chances were. It was her who convinced him to go see his son when he did make it through the surgeries. And she was with him when they brought him home. That's when he realized that he loved her the entire time he'd known her, Kozik or not.

Okay, so I know that it is short. But I would like to add more, so let me know if I should or not. :))