I'm in a sad mood after watching Deathly Hallows Part 2 so I wanted to make a Fanfiction about my favourite character; Severus Snape. This is a Snily story for all you shippers out there 3
"Look...at...me". These were the last words to ever leave my lips. All I wanted to see were Lily's eyes just once more. If I was going to leave this world for good, I wanted to take a piece of heaven with me because I knew there was no chance of me ever going to heaven. After everything I did in my life, there is not one thing I am proud of. I have hurt, murdered, killed, taunted, discriminated and been cruel to everyone, so if I have to spend the rest of eternity in hell then at least I will have 'her' eyes etched into my brain to help me through it.
My sweet Lily. Every day of my life I just wanted to be with her once more. To hear her laugh, to smell her amazing aroma, to hear her voice. I never wanted to hurt her, or belittle her. I just wanted to be with her but I didn't want her to be taken fun of for being with the likes of me. She was beautiful, funny, clever, unique, kind, and special. What was I? I was nothing. I was born from a loveless relationship into a loveless family. I was never able to have anything brand-new, I wasn't allowed to practice magic, I wasn't allowed friends. I was only able to exist. And then I met Lily. She changed all of that! She changed me. I became more tolerant, understanding of other people and their lives. She taught me that no matter what your blood status you are as equal as anyone else. Back then, everything was so simple and carefree. I can't believe how much my life changed after that summer we spent together. We went to Hogwarts together and then James and his possy of friends came into the picture. Things were never the same. We lost it. One last summer where we were both innocent and then...nothing. We had to grow up so fast. I would give anything to go back to that moment again.
I could feel the life slipping out of me and I took my last breath whilst looking into her eyes. I knew it was coming. The fiery pits of hell were awaiting me. No Lily, no hope, no happiness, nothing but agony for the rest of eternity. Come to think about it, hell is pretty much the life I have just lived. So maybe this won't be as hard as I thought it was going to be. I let my eyes stay shut so I could keep the image of Lily's eyes in my head just a while longer. Then I felt it. The heat on my face, the light penetrating my eyelids and making me squint to block it out. Any moment now I am going to feel my flesh burning and I will be writhing in agony. I was waiting in anticipation for the torture to commence, except this didn't happen. Instead, all I could feel was the heat on my face and complete silence. Then I heard it.
'Sev?...is that you?'
This is only a short chapter because I want to see how many of you like it before I write the rest. I have nearly finished the second chapter so if I get enough reviews and hits then I'll update. So please update and tell me what you think?