Alright, so this is a super short drabble about Soi fon's feelings after Yoruichi's betrayal. This is my first time writing Soi fon, but I was inspired re-watching the episode this took place. I really hope I did her justice. She is one of my favorite characters although she is one I have difficulty writing. I hope you enjoy it!
Emptiness. The feeling of anger, hurt, and betrayal burning at her throat. She stood, the silence surrounding her, embracing her, shutting her out of reality in a moment of harsh realization. She was gone. No warning. No goodbye. She left. Confusion? Disappointment? Her mind twisted, not able to fully ingest and comprehend the situation. Not wanting to. All these questions left unanswered.
Why? Why did she go? Why didn't she tell me?
Hands tightly clenched at her sides, displaying only a fraction of her hidden emotion. Eyes squinting in desperation, holding back the burning pain. She would not let herself grieve. She had promised, they had promised. She was to be at Yoruichi-sama's side forever, and protect her. She had dedicated her life to Yoruichi-sama. She had fought hard to become strong for Yoruichi-sama. She worshipped the very ground under which Yoruichi-sama walked...
Betrayal was truly the worst feeling felt. It went without warning. It went without understanding. She was left behind. Discarded as was a piece of trash. She hated it. She hated her. She would never forgive her.
She straightened herself, a sharp intake of frigid air. Her life's purpose had been only to serve her. Only to protect her. Fight for her. A life dedicated to such worthlessness was wasted. She would take her place, and she would fulfill the position better than how it had been handled. She would dedicate her life to surpassing her. Proving she was better than that traitor. All emotion casted from her featured as she exited the throne room, not turning to give it a last glance before leaving. There was nothing left for her here, her path lies ahead of her, and she would not spend a second longer dwelling over useless memories.