A/N: So I am a big Espilanie shipper and this is my first fan fiction for them, just a take on how I think they should have done things in Secret Santa. Enjoy and tell me what you thought.

Esposito hesitated, his hand inches from the door, not sure if he should knock or not. His hand came down only for a moment before he knocked on the door. Breaths coming slowly as he waited. The door opened and he pushed himself in and up against her body kissing her lips hard, shutting the door behind him with his foot. She pushed him off breathing hard.

"Javi what are you doing?" She asked, her face visible in the dim light of the hallway.

"Kissing you." He said quietly.

"Javi." She said sharply.

"You said that if we did anything tonight it would just be one of those sad desperate Holiday hook-ups. But I want us again because to me this isn't sad. In fact just being with you makes me the happiest guy in the world and I don't want this to be an on and off relationship. I can't stop thinking about you Lanie." He said holding her close.

She looked at him, lost for words, what does a girl say to that? She smiled and wrapped her arms around his neck.

"I want that too." She whispered as she leaned into him for a kiss, slower this time and calmer. She smiled under his kiss, this was what she wanted, to be happy and to be with a man like him.