A/N: Please review on what you thought. Anonymous reviewers are welcome. And I DON"T want Andy to die. This is what I think Josh will be thinking after she died, if she dies.

Summary: Andy didn't make through Chemo. And Josh doesn't know what to do.

I know the worst summary ever but the story is the best I've ever written.

It's been exactly one week and since Andy passed. Of course Josh was sad, and angry she passed. Josh rolled on his side and thought about her laugh, her smile, her sarcasm. He got up from the place on his bed and picked up the picture of her and smiled. Her long dark blonde hair fell on her shoulders freely and was smiling from ear to ear. The picture was taken at the Rack the hour before she started chemo. He wiped away a tear that fell. He was sad she passed but she taught him so much. How to accept other people because of there differences, how to act around girls, how to firebomb people on G-force, how to care. She did all of them things in the six months they knew each other, now she was gone. He felt broken. Before she left she pressed a folded piece of paper into the palm of his hand. He didn't read it he thought it would hurt to much to read. He said he wouldn't read it until he was ready. As he looked at her smile on the picture he knew he was ready.

He grabbed the piece of folded up paper he hid in his desk drawer and went to his bed and sat down. He carefully unfolded the paper, which was actually two pieces of paper folded into one. He set one down on the edge of his bed and began to read the letter she wrote to him.

Josh-

When I first met you I thought you were a smart ass perv, but I began to trust you. You became my best friend and I trusted you with all of my heart so I decided to tell you about the cancer. Josh I love you and thank you for being my best friend. I feel like I actually did something on what I used to call "A living hell" before I met you. My purpose on earth was to make you better. But I think I just helped. You learned allot things without my help. Like about gays. Josh let me cut to the chase. Remember always. I'm leaving this planet soon I can feel it. I will always love you and if you feel broken I won't argue with you about that if you feel broken without me be beautifully broken.

Love, Andy.

P.S. Don't ever tell anyone I wrote this letter to you and if you do I'll deny it. And the other paper that's with this one I have never let anyone touch it. Use it well and don't give to anyone.

Josh laughed through his tears at the last part. Even when she was sick she was the same sarcastic Andy. But Andy was right he was beautifully broken. He folded the letter back up and looked at the other paper at the top said in big bold black letters 'G-Force Cheat Codes' He laughed. He folded them back up and went to his computer and beat every person he played that night. He was inspired and remembered Andy while playing. He was broken without her and would always be but he was beautifully broken and that's all that mattered.

A/N: If you read this story review it!!!! This is the best writing piece I've ever written and I'm very proud of it. And I cried while writing this.