Hazing
M/N: Michele's Note: Happy New Year to everyone! Out with the old and in with the new.
This is another quick one shot that was playing in my head. Hope you enjoy!
Nina looked out the window of the van and wrinkled her nose as she watched a party in full swing at a garage called Teller Morrow. People were outside having drinks, laughing, dancing to loud rock music and doing blowouts on motorcycles.
"You want us to do what?" Nina asked making sure she heard her future soror Denise right.
"I want you, Stephanie and April to go into the bar and take selfies with at least three members of The Sons of Anarchy and each of you bring a pair of underwear from one of the members. It has to be an actual patched member wearing a cut." Denise repeated.
Nina's mouth fell open. She thought she had heard her right the first time but wanted to make sure. This was an outrageous request. Nina wanted to be a part of Zeta Eta Phi all her life as she was following in the footsteps of her grandmother, aunts and mom. She knew hazing was going to be tough but this was just ridiculous. Nina looked at Steph and April who had a frighten look on their faces. Nina was the oldest out of the three girls at the age of twenty-one. After she graduated high school, she opted to work a few years to save up money to get her own place and to attend her hometown of Stockton's only Historically Black College. She refused to be have outstanding student loans like her mom and other family members. Nina was the oldest freshman to pledge this year to the sorority and she found herself a little protective of the other girls on line.
"This is the last test to see if you are worthy to be Zetas!"
"How long do we have?" Stephanie asked.
"As long as it takes." Denise replied as she pulled out a wad of cash from her purse. "Here is money for a cab back to campus for April and Stephanie and enough to get you home Nina. It should be about seventy-five dollars but here is one-hundred and fifty just in case." Denise handed the money to Nina.
"What are the other girls going to do?" April asked pointing to the three other girls in the van.
"You don't worry about what they are going to do. Just worry about getting your challenge done!" Denise snapped.
Nina opened the van door and crawled out with Stephanie and April in tow.
"Good luck!" Denise yelled to them before the van door shut and they pulled out of the parking lot. The girls stood frozen in place for a few moments as they accessed their situation. How were they going to do this? It was well past midnight and here they were three Black girls walking into a white biker's bar.
"We can do this ladies." Nina said in reassurance as they headed through the crowd of people to the entrance of the bar. They got a few odd looks but for the most part no one paid them any attention.
They made their way into the crowded bar and found a small empty table with three chairs in the corner.
"Let's see if I can get us some drinks." Nina said before disappearing to the bar. Nina squeezed between two bleach blondes who were wearing shorts that barley covered their asses.
"Honey are you lost?" asked the heavier set blonde looking Nina up and down.
"Nope not at all. This is where you order and get drinks right?" Nina spat back sarcastically.
"I've never seen you in here before…are you sure you want to be at THIS bar?"
"I'm sure." Nina replied.
"What can I get you sweetheart?"
Nina looked over at the bartender with a smile. He was a heavyset guy with curly black hair wearing a pair of glasses that seemed too small for his face. Nina took note that he was wearing a cut. He seemed nice maybe she could get a selfie with him.
"Three tequilas please…Patron if you have it."
"Sure." He said with a smile. Nina sighed with relief that he didn't ask for three ID's. Phil wondered if the young lady was indeed lost as he poured her three shots.
"That will be twenty-four." He told her laying the three shots on the bar.
"Can you run a tab?" she said pulling out her Visa debit card. She might as well make the most of the night.
"Sure."
Nina handed Phil her card, grabbed the drinks, and headed back to the table. She found April and Stephanie taking selfies with two Sons. Damn they worked fast. Nina needed liquid encouragement before she even attempted to ask for a selfie.
"Nina! This is Kozik," April pointed to the blonde guy who was staring down at her breast. "and Quinn" she nodded to a mountain of a man wearing a black toboggan.
"Hey guys! Do you mind if I take a pic too?" she asked sitting the drinks down on the table.
"No not at all." Kozik said scooting over to Nina and grabbing her waist. Nina pulled out her cell phone and snapped a picture with Kozik.
"You too Schwarzenegger" Nina said to Quinn referring to his massive size.
"So what brings you ladies here?" Quinn asked after Nina snapped the picture.
"Just blowing off some steam after finales."
"College girls huh?" Kozik said not taking his eyes off April.
"Yep." April said batting her eyes up at him. Nina thought she would have to be protective over Steph and April but these girls were straight flirting with the guys.
After the girls took their shots, Quinn and Kozik went and got the girls two more shots each. After a few minutes, Nina started to feel the effect of the Patron and decided she better stop taking shots. Someone out of the group needed to be responsible and it was not going to be Steph and April as Stephanie was sitting on Quinn's lap across the room whispering only God knows what in his ear and April was playing pool with Kozik and another couple throwing back shots. Nina sat back in the seat and pondered how she was going to get underwear from one of the Sons. April and Steph looked like they would be successful but Nina's chances were dim. Maybe she could ask the bartender.
Jax lit up another cigarette as he continued to watch the pretty black woman sitting by herself at a table in the corner. He noticed all three women as soon as they walked into the bar. They were hard to miss, as they were the only Black people in the whole bar. As he watched them throughout the night, he found himself focusing on the darker skinned one with a haircut that reminded him of his wife Tara's favorite actress Halle Berry. He did not understand why he was so drawn to her. He could not take his eyes off her. He wondered how they ended up in his clubhouse. He figured it must be a dare they were trying to complete. On occasion, they would get fraternities and sorority members in the bar from the colleges the next town over trying to see how the outlaws party. The club were pretty tolerant whenever the college kids dared to show their face. Depending on the guys mood they would sometimes give them a good show like a bar fight or drawing their guns on one another to scare the shit out of them. They enjoyed the opportunity to give them plenty of stories to tell about The Sons of Anarchy when they return to campus. Jax swallowed another shot, stubbed out his cigarette and walked over to where the young girl was sitting. He wanted to know her story.
"Do you mind if I sit?"
Nina looked up from her phone.
Nina successfully stifled her gasp when she looked up at Jax.
Good God Almighty!
Nina took in the man standing before her. He had intense blue eyes with blonde hair slick back stopping at the nape of his neck. His beard gave him a scruffy sexy appeal that caused Nina to shift a little in her seat.
"Sure." She mustered as nonchalantly as she could. Damn he was fine!
"Looks like your friends are having a good time." Jax said looking over at April who just won a game of pool and was dancing a victory dance.
"Yes they are."
"Why are you sitting over here by yourself?"
Nina shrugged her shoulders not really having an answer. She started to feel a little flush as she gazed at his gorgeous face.
"So what's the dare?" Jax asked absently scratching at his beard.
"Scuse me?" she asked as her eyes settled on his lips.
"The dare that brought you guys in here."
"Is it that obvious?" Nina asked with a grin. She knew the answer to her question it was pretty obvious.
Jax laughed. "I'm afraid so darling. You ladies are like three little raisins in a big tall glass of milk."
Nina burst out laughing from his comment. Realizing she probably was laughing to loud she covered her mouth with her hand.
"You shouldn't hide your smile….it's beautiful." Jax told her. "So what's the dare?"
"It not really a dare….we are pledging into a sorority and we have to get a couple of selfies from you guys and a pair of underwear."
Now it was Jax turn to bust out laughing. Nina could not help but to grin ear from ear as he tried to control his laughter. Tears were springing to Jax's eyes from laughing so hard.
"I know…I know…it's crazy." Nina said once he calmed down.
"Well where I come from that is called a dare…..and it is one hell of a dare! I saw you take pics with Kozik and Quinn and it looks like your friends might be well on their way to nabbing their underwear. How are you going to get a pair of boxers or tighty whiteys."Jax asked wiping the tears from his eyes.
"The bartender seemed nice. I was going to ask him." Nina said as she looked back at Phil.
Jax looked over Nina's head at Phil.
"Yeah…Phil it pretty cool. He might give you his underwear." Jax had another fit of laughter. "How about I go ask him and get you another shot…what were you drinking?"
"Patron" Nina answered completely forgetting she decided to stop drinking for the night.
Jax was back in a couple of minutes holding a small tray of six tequila shots. Nina's eyes grew big as he sat the tray on the table.
"Oh God no. I can't drink all that."
"We're going to take shots together." Jax said putting three full shots in front of her and three in front of him. "My name's Jax." Jax reached over to shake Nina's hand.
"I'm Nina." She said grabbing his hand to shake.
"Nice to meet you Nina. You ready?" Jax lifted up a shot.
"Yep." Nina picked up her glass and they took all three shots to the head. As Jax put his last shot glass down on the table Nina noticed his wedding ring.
Ahhh damn! Why did he have to be married? He was so damn sexy and she was honestly hoping he could be her first white boy kiss. If she was going to crossover to the white side, he was the perfect specimen to crossover to.
"Do you mind if I take a selfie with you?" she asked.
"Not at all." Jax smiled.
Nina got up and started to scoot down a little to Jax sitting positon to snap a picture when he pulled her on his lap.
Nina yelped and laughed as he wrapped his arm around her waist. Nina brought her cheek to his and snapped a couple of pictures.
"Let me see?" Jax asked taking her phone to look at the pictures. Damn they actually looked good together. She even photographed beautifully. Jax thought as he stared at the photo. Nina frowned as she watch him look at the photos. Did they come out wrong?
"Is it ugly?" she asked trying to look.
Jax shook his head.
"Not at all." He said handing the phone to her.
"Wow these came out good." Nina said a little shock that she photographed so well next to him.
"Yeah they did." Jax whispered as he looked at Nina. Nina felt his intense gaze and looked up from her phone at him. She needed to get off his lap. Jax was reluctant to let he go as she got up and sat back across from him.
"Nina!" April ran up to the table nearly knocking it over, squat down and put her arms around Nina's neck for a hug. Her long kinky twists fell into Nina's face. "Me and Kozik are leaving."
"What?!" Nina snapped pushing April's hair out of her face.
"I'm going to Kozik's. He's going to drive me back to campus." April slurred.
"April that's not a good idea."
"She will be fine. I will take care of her." Kozik said grabbing April by the waist lifting her up to a standing position. Jax saw the worried look on Nina's face.
"Kozik, give Nina your phone number and address." Jax told Kozik.
"No…..it's still not a good idea."
"Nina don't be a party pooper! I am grown and can do what I want!" April said her voice rising at Nina.
"Fine!" Nina said raising her hand in surrender.
"I promise nothing will happen to her." Kozik told Nina as his face became serious to show Nina he meant what he said. Kozik gave Nina his phone number and address and to put her mind at ease. He even had her call his phone so she can see it was really his number.
"I'll be fine. It's him you should be worried about cause I'm about to ride his ass all night long." April whispered to Nina before giving her a quick peck on the cheek.
"Be careful." Nina told April before Kozik pulled her away.
"I will." April yelled back.
"She will be alright with Kozik. Now if she was leaving with Tig that guy over there," Jax pointed to a guy with who had two ladies sitting on his lap. "I would be worried."
As Nina turned to look across the room at Tig, Jax took the opportunity to really soak in her beautiful features. She had beautiful high cheekbones, a perfect shaped nose, almond shaped eyes and gorgeous pouty lips that caused his cock to twitch as the image of her lips around it flashed through his mind. He knew he should not be thinking about her as he was with Tara at home no doubt wondering if he would come home tonight. The fight they had that morning was pretty intense and he left the house pissed off and chose to ignore all her calls. He just was not in the mood to talk to her. He was in a foul mood all day until Nina had walked through the doors of the bar. She was like a breath of fresh air to him. Something different from the norm that he was surrounded by day in and day out.
"Jax?"
Jax snapped back to reality and lazily moved his eyes from her mouth to meet her gaze. He smiled to himself as he thought it was a good thing she could not read his mind because he had graduated from thoughts of her sucking him to thoughts of her brown limbs wrapped around his waist as he was fucking her.
"Where is the restroom?" Nina asked grabbing her purse. She needed to freshen up.
"Right through that door the second door on the right."
"I'll be back." She said getting up.
"I'll be here." Jax said smiling up at her. Nina stood for a second to gather her wits and slowly walked to the bathroom. She was buzzing hard and did not want to trip and fall. Jax looked at her ample bottom as she departed from the table. He watched her as he looked down the hall and turned around and walk back to the table.
"There is a long ass line." She pouted.
Jax got up and extended his hand to her.
"Come with me."
Nina grabbed his hand and followed through the door and instead of taking a right where the line to the bathroom was he made a left and opened the door to a room.
"You live here?" Nina asked looking at the bed and then back up at Jax.
"I use to. You can use the bathroom in here."
"Thanks."
Nina walked to the bathroom and stumbled a little just before she got through the door.
"You alright?" Jax asked rushing up behind her.
"I'm fine." Nina said looking back at him. She was mortified she tripped in front of him. She quickly shut the bathroom door, cut on the bright florescent light and looked at herself in the mirror. She had practically chewed off all her lipstick and her mascara was starting to smudge. Nina quickly peed, flushed the toilet, pulled up her underwear and jeggings, washed and dried her hands. Smoothing down her hair Nina started to reapply her makeup. Throwing the makeup back into her purse, she noticed a couple of Summer's Eve cleansing wipes. Nina looked at herself again in the mirror. Don't even think about it…he's married! Nina could not help but notice the way Jax was looking at her the entire time he was sitting with her at the table. Not to mention the rise she felt when she was sitting on his lap.
He wanted her and she really wanted him. Well….just in case. Nina thought as she pulled out a wipe and pulled back down her underwear and pants. A girl can never be too fresh.
Nina opened the door to find Jax standing in front of the door. Nina noticed he had taken off his cut and his sneakers. Jax walked up to Nina, grabbed her face and cupped her beautiful face in both of his hands. Nina stared in his blue eyes that was blazed with passion…. he was devastatingly handsome.
"Nina I want you." He whispered against her lips.
"Then take me." she whispered back as all her morals flew out the window.
"I can only offer you tonight…nothing more. Do you understand?"
"Yes." she sighed as she reached up for his lips.
Jax leaned down and captured Nina's lips. His warm, wet tongue darted in her mouth as he sucked on her bottom lip. Nina was getting weak in the knees as Jax devoured her lips. Jax needed to get her to his bed and lifted Nina up and wrapped her legs around him as he walked her to the bed. He gently laid her in the middle and took off his white t-shirt and jeans. Nina was in awe of his muscular chest. As Jax pulled off both of Nina's sandals and jeggings she took the opportunity to rid herself of her shirt. Jax stood at the foot of the bed and marveled at beautiful body. He gazed down at her dark, bronze complexion. She was purely exquisite as she looked up at him in just a black, lacy bra and panties.
"You are so beautiful." He told her.
Nina smiled as she got up from the bed and decided to take matters into her own hands. She pulled his boxers down and wrapped her hands around his hard erection. Jax's manhood throbbed in Nina's grasp as she got down on her knees. Nina slowly took Jax in her mouth and she felt him buckle a little as she moved up and down him lavishing the way he tasted. Jax spread his tone legs wider and slightly bend his knees to give Nina better access to every inch of him and she greedily took him all in. Nina took him further into her mouth, letting the tip of his head tickle the back of her throat. Nina devoured Jax with each long stroke of her mouth as she sucked him. Nina felt Jax tremble a little just before he pulled away and jerked her off her knees.
"Lay down." He demanded as he shoved her onto the bed, pulled her panties down and spread her legs open. Nina let out a loud moan as Jax tongue found her aching clit. Teasing her with his tongue, he flicked the tip of his tongue back and forth on her clit. Nina was beside herself as she grabbed a handful of his hair and pushed his head into her for more pressure. Jax happily obliged as he slid two of his fingers inside her and sucked greedily on her.
"So wet." He murmured against her clit as he sucked and fucked her with his fingers. Nina felt an orgasm rising as she grind her hips against his fingers and mouth.
"Oh God!" she moaned as the wave of orgasm course through her body. Jax eagerly sucked all the juices that spilled from Nina. As Nina tried to catch her breath, Jax lifted up with a serious and focus expression on his face. He was far from done with this chocolate beauty. He pulled her bra straps down as Nina lifted herself up for him to unclasp the back. In seconds, the bra was sailing across the room and Nina hoped she could find it later. Nina tasted herself on his lips as he opened her mouth with his tongue and kissed her passionately. Jax bended down and kissed her neck and worked his way down to her breast. He tasted her nipples eagerly as he licked and sucked each mound. Jax's hot breath hissed against her wet skin as he kissed, licked, and sucked her chest, stomach and thighs. The sound of Jax licking and tasting her body sent shivers up and down Nina's body. Nina had been with only three men in her lifetime and they had never taken the time to devour every inch of skin like Jax was doing. Nina gasped aloud as Jax made his way back to her breast and softly bit her nipple.
"Don't move." Jax told her before planting a soft peck on her lips. Where was she going to go? She thought as he leaned over, opened the drawer in the nightstand and pulled out a condom. Jax sat back on his legs as he ripped open the foil wrapper, threw it on the floor and pulled the thin latex over his throbbing cock. With an open mouth kiss to Nina's neck, Jax open her legs wider than before and pushed into her. Nina's mouth opened as he entered her. Nina moaned as she felt her swollen walls expand around him. Jax leaned in and kissed her mouth as she wrapped her arms around his neck and her legs around his waist. Kissing his mouth down to the curve of his neck Jax's masculine scent of aftershave and leather transferred to her skin. Jax looked down into Nina's brown eyes.
"Are you ok?" he asked leaning down nipping on her bottom lip.
"Yes!"
Jax coiled back and pushed into Nina again. With each of Jax's thrust, it felt as if he was going deeper and growing harder. Jax grabbed the headboard with one of his hands as he mercilessly fucked Nina. Nina did not cower as she met each one of his thrusts. As Jax hasten his pace thrusting deeper and deeper in Nina she felt another orgasm rising. As she came with such force, she cried out his name and clawed his back. Jax winced a little from the pain of her long nails scratching his back no doubt drawing blood.
"Fuck!" Jax growled as he came deep in Nina. His body shook as waves of an intense orgasm lapped across his body. Nina welcome Jax weight as he collapsed on top of her exhausted. It had been awhile since he fucked anyone with such passion. With Tara, it had become a monotonous routine. Jax kissed Nina's swollen lips and told her he would be right back as he jumped up and headed to the bathroom. Nina took the opportunity to look at his muscular body. There was not an ounce of fat on him. When Jax shut the door, Nina took the opportunity to find her clothes and get dress.
Jax pulled up the toilet seat and looked down to peel off the condom when he noticed it ripped and the latex was jumbled at the base of his cock.
"Shit!" he said a little too loudly.
Nina was pulling on her pants when she heard him curse.
"You alright?" she called to him as she button her pants and grabbed her purse.
"Yeah! I'm good."
Nina slipped on her sandals and was heading out the door when she saw Jax's boxers lying on the floor. Score! Nina hastily grabbed the boxers and snuck out the room.
As Nina passed the bar, she almost forgot her debit card.
"Phil! Hey can you run my card…I'm leaving."
"Oh…. your good no charge. Jax said he will take care of it" He told her handing her debit card.
"Thanks Phil!"
Nina found Stephanie and Quinn sucking face in a corner, Nina pulled Stephanie away, and told her they needed to go.
"Call me!" Steph said to Quinn as Nina dragged her out the bar.
"We need to walk up to the convenience store I saw on the corner to meet the cab." Nina told Stephanie as she dialed the number for a taxi.
"Why are you rushing?" Stephanie wined as Nina pulled her arm to quicken her pace.
"We just need to go." Nina said hoping Jax was not looking for her. The sex with Jax was by far the best she ever had and she did not want to linger any longer than she had to because she would get caught up in her feelings and she did not need to be falling for some guy when she should be focusing on school.
7 Weeks Later
Nina was proud to wear her Zeta letters as she had finally crossed and was an officially a part of Zeta Eta Phi. She tried hard to forget about Jax but it was hard especially whenever she was around April. April and Kozik continued seeing each other and April would always tell Nina that Jax would ask about her. Nina did not understand the relationship between Kozik and April. He had to be at least twenty years her senior but it seems he was head over hills for April and he sure as hell was treating her like a queen. On many occasions, Nina tried to delete the photo in her phone of her and Jax but never could bring herself to it.
One evening while she and April were shopping at Wal-Mart April pulled her down the aisle to help her pick out condoms. Nina rolled her eyes at April as she picked up a multi-colored pack of condoms. Her gaze landed on the tampons and pads a few shelves across and it hit Nina like a bus that she had not had her period the past month.
"What's wrong?" April asked as Nina stood frozen staring at the pads.
"I need a pregnancy test." She whispered.
"Ok." April said without any hesitation. April grabbed and squeezed Nina's hand and picked out a pregnancy test for her. "I'm here for you Nina."
Tears flowed down Nina's face as she looked at the plus sign on the stick. She was pregnant. Nina felt as if her world just crashed on top of her. She was pregnant with Jax's baby. The married president of an outlaw, white motorcycle gang. Her family was going to kill her. How could this happen to her? She had her whole life ahead of her and now it was ruined.
With the encouragement of April and Stephanie still ringing in her head, she pulled up to Teller Morrow. She was going to have to tell him. She knew she could not bring herself to an abortion so she figured she would at least let Jax know about her pregnancy. One of the guys she vaguely remember meeting the night she and Jax were together told her Jax was in the back room. Nina softly knocked on the door. Jax opened the door shirtless and Nina's body shivered as the memory of their night together flooded back into her thoughts.
"Hey!" Jax smiled as he pulled her into the room. "Where have you been? Why did you leave without saying goodbye?"
"I'm pregnant." She blurted out. She did not mean to lead off with those words but it just spilled out of her mouth. Jax literally felt as if a baseball traveling 100 miles an hour hit his stomach.
"What?...Are you sure?" he asked as the color drained from his face. The memory of the ripped condom jumped in his head.
"Yes…I'm sure. I took three tests."
Jax rubbed his fingers through his hair and sat on the edge of the bed. He looked up at a scared Nina and his eyes soften. There was a quick knock on the door and a brunette woman walked in. She stopped short when she saw Nina standing above Jax sitting on the bed shirtless.
"Who the hell are you?" she hissed throwing her purse down.
"Tara…calm down it's not what you think." Jax stood up stepping between Nina and Tara. Gathering her wits Nina pushed pass Jax and extended her hand to shake.
"You must be Jax's wife."
Tara slowly took her hand unsure of what the hell was going on and why this young black girl was in a room with her husband when he had no shirt on.
" I'm sorry…I totally barged in on Jax just now. Poor guy couldn't even get his shirt on. I was looking for my friend's cell phone. She got completely wasted here the other night and the guys were nice enough to let her sleep it off in here. Of course the next morning she couldn't find her cell phone."
Tara's whole body relaxed as she believed Nina's story. What was Tara thinking…Jax wasn't into Black girls. It seemed he loved to cheat on her with blonde hookers and porn sluts.
"I don't see it…but Jax if you happen to come across it. Here is my number and you can have one of the guys call me to come pick it up." Nina said taking out a pen from her purse and scribbling her number on a receipt that was sitting on top of a TV. She looked at Jax in the eyes hoping he understood that she wanted him to call her.
"Sure." Jax said as he picked up the paper and stuff it in his pocket.
"Nice meeting you." Nina told Tara as she left the room. Nina felt as if the walls were closing in on her when she shut the door. She needed to get outside fast. Literally running out the door she ran smack into someone coming in the bar.
"Hey watch it!" the woman shouted. Nina ran smack into her chest and noticed her boobs were the size of Texas and a long surgery scar down her cleavage.
"I'm so sorry!" Nina said as she pushed passed the woman and ran to her car. Just as she reached her car, Nina doubled over and vomited on the ground. Nina started to sob…what was she going to do?
After a few moments, Nina gathered her composure, wiped her mouth and got in her car. She looked over to find the woman she nearly knocked over standing at the bar entrance with her arms cross her chest staring at her. Nina quickly started her car and peeled out of Teller Morrow wondering and hoping Jax would have the courage to call her.