Chapter 1:

He was the only man who understood her, held her in his arms when she cried and knew every reason for it. Not him he wouldn't know, because she wouldn't tell him, she wanted him to find out, she wanted him to open his eyes and see it written clearly on her body, but he never did. Only one man noticed it and it wasn't Gil Grissom.

Sara Sidle looked over at the man lying silently asleep next to her and chuckled softly as he rustled in the bed with only a thin sheet over the bottom half of his body, leaving his rock hard yet soft to the touch chest open to her use.

Oh how much she wanted to kiss him, but she couldn't bear the thought of him waking up for his soft sleep. She got up from the bed softly and found her pants slipping them on. Darn! She heard him rustle again but this time she felt his hot breath against her neck before he placed a soft assault of kisses on her neck then her shoulder blade careful not to kiss her scar. He slowly caressed her then he kissed the tattoo, and a tear came to her eyes.

"Shhhh, it's okay, I'm sorry, babe" he said gently rubbing her shoulders till she stopped crying. He slowly traced the letters J-A-S-O-N before kissing the tattoo once more then moved to her neck. She turned into his arms unable to take the teasing any longer. She kissed him hard on the lips pushing her tongue to his lips wanting entry so badly to get it with the same intensity. How did this guy do it? How could she constantly leave the comfort of her home and fiancé to jump into bed with him?

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Their love making was passionate and loving for the first time since little Jason's death, it felt so good to be with her this way. He just wish he didn't have to share her with Grissom, darn that was what he hated the most, sharing her.

Greg Sanders shifted in his lovers arm's darn she was so beautiful expectedly when she was sleeping.

"Sara, I love you. Never stopped and I love and miss our little boy." He had said it more to himself then realized she wasn't asleep, she heard him.

"I know you do Greg, and I love you too." She paused and looked into his eyes. "I really do and it's token me nearly 23 years to realize it. I love you Greg more then you'll ever know. I don't think I'll ever get over Jason's death, and I think I shut you out because he was you inside and out. I think it's over between me and Gil, I mean as many times as we made love and he never once saw the tattoos, never once asked why I had two boys names on my back, never asked about Jason or Isaac once Greg. I'm sick and tired, and I want to go home." She chuckled at the word Home. "I want to be closer to our little boy, I want to see Isaac again" Greg stopped her then with a finger to her lips.

"Okay honey we can go back to San Francisco if that's what you really want."

"Yes, I do."

"Okay then I'll call the sheriff later" Greg placed a soft kiss on her lips. "Until then get some sleep my love."

Oh yeah Sara loved her Greg.

Oh yeah Greg lovedhis Sara.

Now she could have him and her boys back, more importantly she was done hiding and running.

Now Greg didn't have to share her with anyone, everyone save for Jason and Isaac, but more importantly she was done running and hiding from him and their past.

They couldn't have been happier, sure they'd miss their friends here in Vegas, but they had friends in San Francisco, and even better they had family there. They were going home, and this time they weren't going to run.

They were going to help each other when they fell, hold each other when times got hard, yeah they'd fight but they are only human.

They would more importantly love each other with no boundaries, no one to tell them it was wrong.

They were free, finally.

THE END