One Shot

Alois' POV

So much hatred in this world. Nothing goes my way. I'm so angry. Why can't I get Claude's acknowledgement? Is it hard to have a demon's attention?

I gripped onto my pants and cried. The wound near my midriff ached so much as I was losing blood.

"Claude," my voice shook. His gleaming eyes stared down at me with his indifferent face. So demeaning. I couldn't help it. My heart shrank. It hurts. It hurts so much. When will I be loved? I tugged on Claude's pant leg and tried to smile. I ended up coughing up my insides and blood spurted out. My eyes were blurry from hot stinging tears. The floor was covered in my blood. I heard this strange music in my ears, but I don't know if I was really hearing anything.

"Don't leave me," I cried harder with tears running down my cheek. I choked on my blood and held my guts in on my sides. It was so painful.

"Danna-sama," Claude's voice was stiff as he kneeled next to me. I could see the lust in his eyes from tasting a drop of Ciel's blood. That bastard. He can't steal my Claude from me. He can't. I've always tried to have Claude for myself but I end up in square one again. I'm going in circles. The iron smell filled my nose and I scrunched it. What a horrible smell. I wanted to vomit again, but I kept it in. This dying feeling could be cured by Claude right?

"I want you to stay with me until… the end," I was scared to wits end trying to say forever. I know it wouldn't happen. I smiled a long sad smile. I had to plaster it onto my face and hide all the suffering I'm going through. Claude's golden eyes shimmered in the light and I was trapped in it. Me; trapped in a spider's web. I couldn't escape it but I didn't want to. I want to stay there forever and ever.

Claude raised his hand and held my face in it. My heart lifted. Is he finally going to say he was going to love me? The blood on my hand spilled out and my head was faint. Blood was threatening to flow out of my mouth but I swallowed it down; tasting the dreadful blood. There was a small breeze that carried both of our hair in it. My bangs fell in front of my eyes, blocking my vision. Claude's face came closer to mine. A tingling feeling traveled around my body, waiting for Claude's move. He opened his mouth, revealing his razor-sharp teeth. I heard a crack in my neck as he bit down on it. The blood spurted onto my pants. I felt my soul escaping this hollow body; this hollow containment. I was free. So this was the end. The final round.

"Sayonara."

I'm still loyal to Ciel but after listening to the ending song for Kuroshitsuji II OVA 5 Spider's Intention, I just felt so bad for Alois. I don't pity him. I just love the way he looks for attention and how he dies, still searching for love. Yeah, I'm crazy.