Why, hello there. It looks like you have stumbled across my little book of pain.
I bet a few of you out there know me, or are at least in the same school.
I go to CreekLand, GA, Mrs. Spikes class.
My name is Erin.
I have brown hair.
Let's see if anyone finds me.
Anyway, I better start. This is me, late at night, when I've had no sleep yet and is technically tomorrow and my homeworks not done.
This is my mind speaking, needing to be heard.
This is so maybe, just maybe, I can find an IRL friend who understands me and my writing.
Jackie, you're perfect, but I need someone to be here, next to me.
They'll never replace you.
Why? - A song written 5 seconds ago, by me.
I'm really selfish...
And I know this might come as a shock,
And you may call me crazy,
But I'm not right
You were my world
Left in the darkest of nights
You said we'd be forever,
All of my secrets shed
And I'm such a fool,
For believing in you two...
For you never believed in me...
Why?
Why did you leave?
Went food you leave me on the floor,
To make me bleed?
Why?
Was it my fault?
I can fix it
Just come back,
Again...
You left me
Calling me things
Leaving me to cry
All alone
With no one
Without love
You left me here to die
Why?
Am I to horrible?
You left me in the night
You were my world
My sun my sky the tears that I cry
And yet you left me here...
Was I too, clingy?
Did I annoy you every day?
Why did you have to do this?
Of all days today?
Why does my brain scream no turn away
While my heart is in two?
Why must I sit here
Not eating much
Not getting much sleep
Trying to be the one
Why did I ever trust you two?
You were my world
My life
My sense of price
You were my wings that fly
Over the sky
So why did you leave me
Lost in the dust
In the middle of the night
You turned out the light
And said good bye
Tied together with a smile
But it's coming undone