A/N: Um there's some sexual stuff, please don't let it offended you.

Disclaimer: I wish I owned Adam Lamberg but I don't, I wish I knew Hilary Duff, but I don't, but I do own Haylie McPerson.

Anyways On To Chapter One:

Lies, Life, and Love

"Parker, please not right now..." Gordo whispered between kisses.

"Gordo! Today is our 1-year anniversary! 1 year of sheer bliss! And you are ruining with your attitude... your all sad and creepy..." Parker whined. She looked at Gordo, he was sitting on the couch, and she sat down on his lap.

"Well things are happening in my life right now... It's really hard Parker."

"Tell me. Tell me. Now and then I have a surprise..." Parker demanded her voice left no room for discussion.

"I - I - I - I can't tell you Parker, I'm sorry. But I just can't, but what's the surprise?" as upset as Gordo was he couldn't resist the idea of Parker giving *him* something for once.

She leaned closer and was kissing him passionately. Her hands guiding his, forcing each finger to unbutton her blouse. She slowly undid Gordo's shirt. Gordo looked at Parker, he understood. Parker wanted sex. He saw her body, sure it was gorgeous but this seemed so planned, so clichéd. She was wearing lacey Victoria's Secret underwear. He wanted his first time to be organic, for it to have some meaning, some poetry.

"Parker I should go, I'm just not ready for this." Gordo stood up. Parker looked at him, anger and hurt in her eyes.

"I plan this night, this perfect night, the night of my dreams, and you - you just WALK OUT!" Parker screamed, tears streaming down her face.

"Parker, Im not ready yet, o.K.?" Gordo whispered.

"We've been dating a year and haven't had it yet Gordo! A YEAR! How much longer do you want?" She was furious, brown hair having tears spewing everywhere bra strap sliding of her shoulder.

"I'll tell you when." With that Gordo left. He walked out into the rain. This was awful, sure he felt bad Parker had gone through so much trouble to make it perfect, but sex just screwed up everything. He couldn't have it with Parker, Parker was new in his life, he didn't know what the results could lead to, and he wasn't sure he could handle it with Parker. If it had been with Lizzie, he would have gone for it. Lizzie would love him no matter what, even if it wasn't in that Romeo Juliet kind of way.

He knew he shouldn't still have feelings for his best friend, especially when he had a girlfriend practically begging for the next level of a relationship, but he couldn't help it. He felt bad for not telling Lizzie, he felt bad for not telling Lizzie a lot of things. First being his parents. He had finally cracked the case. And he wished he hadn't, he always had respect for his father, but now, his father was nothing more than scum. Cheating scum. He had apparently had an affair with his secretary. Miss Haylie McPerson.

Mid-30's looked like she was 20, wore sexy clothing and had big breasts. He hated her. His mother was dealing fairly well, she was strong, and she was his hero. How she could go through this without killing Haylie or his father was a miracle.

He finally made it to his house. Gordo was surprised to see who was on his doorstep, crying. Blonde hair frayed out and messy. Brown eyes misty. Clothes rumpled. It was Lizzie, on his doorstep, crying at, he checked his watch, 11:56 p.m.

A/N: I plan on continuing but only if people like it, and I only know if you like it if you review! So Review!